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dont want to leave room

TABSenior Contributor26 July 2016, 2:35 pm AEST

dont want to leave room

Hi,

I recently moved to a country town for work. Probably wasnt up to working. quit after a week.

I dont have a base re accomadation. I prepaid 2 wks at a reduced rate in a motel.

Even tho they swapped rooms on me to a way worse one, I am thinking that they are going to try and charge me more for leaving early.

I left my tools at work. I cant bring myself to go there to pick them up

I need major dental work. I can afford it but again just cannot decide

I dont know why I didnt leave here a week ago.

I use alcohol. A lot. I have told myself I will stay here until sober for a few days

then make a semi sane decision about what to do and where to go.

I just feel bad about leaving the room, being in the room, seeing other people at the moment

yes I realise its in my head. Have a history of anxiety and depression

Its all getting circular

just wish I would stop bothering myself about it so much 🙂

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KurraSenior Contributor28 July 2016, 9:41 pm AEST

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Sharing is how this site works and it's how others here are able to support you. Sharing can make us feel vulnerable but it takes courage to spit it all out.

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TABSenior Contributor30 July 2016, 12:01 am AEST

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Hi .. 2 days down, bit of progress after pain😀 Thanks for support here

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AppleblossomSenior Contributor30 July 2016, 12:38 am AEST

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Glad youare doing a bit better.

If its any consolation .. we must be on the same page as ...after 10 years of being a dark choc fan

in the last month I have scoffed 2 bags of chocolate honey comb on half price special at

Safeway

Supermarket supplies are always cheaper and healthier tho with treats added .. anyhow thats how I travelled thru 6 months in Europe

I never made it to WA and its definitely on my bucket list ... gotta get to Kalgoorlie the Hammersley and the Pilbara ... and and and Margaret River ...

Glad you are still posting here.

Apple

Take care

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TABSenior Contributor30 July 2016, 12:43 am AEST

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Magical Withdrawal Tour heads for Perth tomorrow

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TABSenior Contributor30 July 2016, 12:58 am AEST

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Hey.. thanks.. hmm when I said dark chocolate, I meant it literally. I have no clue. Alcohol my number I vice.

Yes, from SA originally, came here for ten years ago first. lots trips, stopped going home about 3 years ago

yes, you mean the Kimberleys maybe? re Hamersly cos thats in the Pilbara.

Thanks again, feeling a bit better. tomorrow better again I hope

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TABSenior Contributor30 July 2016, 1:02 am AEST

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Kalgooorlie Monday

Esperance cancell

Pilbara done

Try Cape Leveque its brilliant

been to Margaret River

Hamelin Bay ..hmm in a few months maybe, boy what was I on? pretty sure I was sober, just nuts from all previous efforts lol

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AppleblossomSenior Contributor30 July 2016, 1:07 am AEST

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It all a mix from old geology days ... Broome ... that cool Ningaloo Reef .. anywhere in WA will do ..

Yeah I was being literal

I am a very good girl ... not even alcohol is a problem for me ... do what you have to do ... cos the old drinking and driving aint a good mix.

I am logging off again .. gotta do creative stuff ... but great to hear from you. @TAB

I like that your profile name .. is from a cat ... up there in cat heaven ... the first TAB is probably reeely choooofed.

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TABSenior Contributor30 July 2016, 1:11 am AEST

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Interesting re geo days.. yes I don't drink and drive.

Yes, it was my first cat, all I could think of at the time.

am crashing too. Nice talking

Content/trigger warning

@Appleblossom

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