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dont want to leave room

dont want to leave room

Hi,

I recently moved to a country town for work. Probably wasnt up to working. quit after a week.

I dont have a base re accomadation. I prepaid 2 wks at a reduced rate in a motel.

Even tho they swapped rooms on me to a way worse one, I am thinking that they are going to try and charge me more for leaving early.

I left my tools at work. I cant bring myself to go there to pick them up

I need major dental work. I can afford it but again just cannot decide

I dont know why I didnt leave here a week ago.

I use alcohol. A lot. I have told myself I will stay here until sober for a few days

then make a semi sane decision about what to do and where to go.

I just feel bad about leaving the room, being in the room, seeing other people at the moment

yes I realise its in my head. Have a history of anxiety and depression

Its all getting circular

just wish I would stop bothering myself about it so much 🙂

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Lol..your on a roll 👍..I better tune out or else my kids will eat me alive in the morning.😏..serious coffee addict too!!

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hah yeah, had my moments, 20 a day maybe in the past ..these days theyre triple strength, well with instant.. discovered it tastes bettter lol white choccy no shop can get to damn lol

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Hi, apparently my reply to this was wrong somehow then some public servant sent me an email telling me check my inbox. oh ok yeah. I did actually look for one. silly me.dealing with superannuated retards

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Hi all,

My drive today ended up back where I started lol. I'm ok.considering. going to rest up for a couple of days. and work on my action plan lol

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Sounds like a good idea @TAB
You say you're OK considering. .... being?

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just feel like crap at moment. think I'm in withdrawal from my drug of choice. Have found a phone number for somewhere near where I am. Will try them tomorrow if I cant get on top of it re physical symptoms

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Try your hardest to keep your resolve to stay off it and if help is available grab it with both hands. It will be your win in the end and recognising you need help, asking for help and actually accepting the help available is proof of enormous personal strength.

Good Luck mate.

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Thanks. I wasn't really ok with saying that, but guess I'm in 'sharing' mode since being on here.

I have a plan that is do able when I get to a familiar location in a few weeks, just got to tone things down in the meantime.

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@TAB do you have any distractions you could use for tonight?

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Hi. I have tv and a newspaper, also just ate half a bag of licorice allsorts lol that made me feel a bit better 🙂

I should have got real food when I still felt up to driving. I'll get through. Thanks 🙂

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