Trying to stay Sane

Hi @Anastasia thinking of you and your boy lots. I hope he's improving being in hospital and will be back and home with you sooner rather than later.

How are you going?

Hugs 🤗💞🤗

Oh @WIP it's so lovely to see you 🙏💞

I'm doing ok thank you for asking. I saw him yesterday and he's doing well. He rings and messages throught the days so I mainly miss him on the weekends and at night.

How are you doing. I think you have your new pdoc this week? Second appointment? That is soooo good. I'm pleased you flicked your old one. How's little Levi? 🐾🐶💕

I'm glad you are doing ok @Anastasia and that you got to visit your boy yesterday. It's a rough time for both of you.

I'm not doing very well, barely hanging on to be honest. But, yes I see the the new pdoc this week. I'm anxious about swapping as I don't believe I can be helped, but I have to try. Can't go on like this much longer.

Levi is good thanks. It was quite wet last week, so he didn't get many walks. I'll have to make up for it this week.

Hope you get to have a lazy Sunday and relax a bit before your busy week ahead. xx

@WIP

Holding your hand and walking with you 🙏💕

Some morning tea to share on @Emelia8 deck, I'm about to fly there please come too and bring Levi for Holly to play with 🧚‍♂️🧚‍♀️🐶🐶

Thanks for the invite @Anastasia , but honestly I won't be very good company.

I hope you and @Emelia8 have a lovely catch-up over morning tea xx

Oh gosh @Anastasia .. that is a very fancy morning tea you have set up for us. Not sure where to start. It looks like I can forget about lunch ... just stick with morning tea today I think. So many yummy goodies. Gee all I had planned was a pot of tea and some Venetian biscuits. So thank you very much for laying on all the goodies. You can come any time. 🤗💞 It is another beautiful day here again. Although hubby is now making a racket on the rideon mower trying to hack down all the grass thats grown so quickly from all the rain. Then 4 days of sunshine. Unable to mow some of the lower lying areas still, but the upper parts of our block have drained through enough for a quick mow.

You mentioned on my thread that you were going to check out Holly now that all her hair has grown back from her surgeries. Yes it had done so, but the tests she had last Wednesday meant they had to shave off a lot of hair down her neck and also her front leg. So she looks a bit ratty again unfortunately. I'm hoping to hear from the vet tomorrow or Tuesday regarding her test results.

Awww @WIP ... you are always welcome, no matter your mood. I'm glad you will be seeing your new pdoc again this week. And its so good to see that you are still giving it your all to find solutions to your MH situation, despite your fear that you may be beyond help. Never ever give up sweetie. Please give Levi a back scratch from me.

Emelia 💞

I'm not giving it my all anymore unfortunately @Emelia8 I'm not looking after myself, and slipping away a little bit more each day. I'm not functioning and it's debilitating. I'm out of fight, this illness is beating me.

I wanted to touch base and say Hi to you two ladies.

I'm glad you touched base with @Anastasia and me here @WIP , and I appreciate that you did.

I hope your week proves to be far better than you anticipate. You are far from beaten sweetheart.

Good night to you @Anastasia and @WIP .. sleep well and awaken refreshed.

Emelia 💞🤗

@Emelia8 I haven't been a good friend here of late and I am sorry.

I'm sorry Holly had to hair her gorgeous fur re shaved and that I hadn't even given that a thought 😔

I'm sorry my replies are vague and my support minimal..

Truth is tonight my breathing is laboured and I'm sitting here barely able to hold back the tears. I'm so scared for tomorrow. I don't want to deal with it. I don't know if I can. My thoughts and mind are racing. 😭

I'm sorry to hear you're struggling so much right now @Anastasia. From what I've seen here on the Forums, you're a very strong person. You always do the best you can with supporting others and I'm sure that's much appreciated by many. Wishing you as much strength and courage as needed for tomorrow and all the very best.Take care. 💐