Changing meds

Why do I always crash late of the afternoon, early evening? The sadness, the tears, the worry about the future floods my mind and I fall into a heap.

Im tired of being in my own, tired of having no friends, not being well enough to look for work, tired of the only time I leave the house is for another medical appointment that I can't really afford. Tired of the physical pain my back/ribs cause, tired of my chronic digestive/constipation issues that make me feel blah and demotivated to go for a walk. But I need to walk to try and lose the weight the awful medication has continually put on for the past 10 months. I hate what I look like. I can't look at myself in the mirror.

Im over these illnesses, when I try my best to get better. Maybe I'll never get better, and this is as

good as it gets?

Hi @WIP if I could say or do something to make you better believe me that’s what I would do right now.

I hear you my friend and I a sitting with you. I know it’s hard but you’re not alone on the forum.

Hugs and support

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Thanks @Eve7

I know you understand how hard it can be - it just really sucks sometimes!! And I wish my life was different.

Hugs & support back to you ❣️🦋

I'm sorry dear @WIP

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Hugs for you also @Anastasia from another mother of 2 boys. I understand that all too well and Mine grew up with both parents so please don’t blame yourself.

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Oh @Eve7

More tears. Thank you.

I love you both @Eve7 @WIP 💞❣️

One of mine has left a trail of lost property around the world @Anastasia but somehow the surfboard always arrived home in tact.

Also amazing how they can jump out of bed when the surf’s up!

One came home from Uni asking why I hadn’t made him study harder at school!! Not for lack of trying I assured him.

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I'm here for you @WIP if you need me?

Thanks @Anastasia

I'm alright, just over it being another crappy afternoon/evening. Really need to get better sleep. And get out and do some exercise everyday. Motivation is low though for many reasons.

Good Night xx

Hope you get some sleep tonight @WIP and that tomorrow is a bit better for you.

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