Changing meds

@BPDSurvivor You know just what to say at the right time - thank you my valued friend.

I have been through a lot, a bloody lot and some

daya it just gets the better of me, particularly not being stable with my meds atm.

I will keep being a soldier and fight my way through each day, no matter what it brings

Increase in this new med has to kick in soon, and I can start working on how I got here in the first place.

How are you enjoying your holidays dear @BPDSurvivor ?

Love L xx

Tied up for the night but sending you all love

@WIP @BPDSurvivor @Eve7 @Maggie @Zoe7 ❤️💛💙💚💜

You mean a lot to me @WIP . From the very beginning, I felt a real connection. I have felt the emotional pain you were going through, and could not, but have compassion. My aim is not to tell you that everything will be wonderful, but I do aim to tell you the truth. MH has it downs, but it definitely has ups too. It helps us grow in ourselves. If I didn't have MH experiences, I would be the most heartless, snobby, and proud individual. Hence I am glad I have these challenges. As I said, my MH journey has enabled me to meet REAL people.

As for my holidays, they are drawing to a close. After that, I have one more week working from home before I go back on-site to school. I have not been onsite since March. I'll be thrilled to see everybody when we all return.

Today, I had a 4-hour brunch with work colleagues (via WebEx), then I went for a 10km walk. The weather was sensational!

Anyway, looking forward to hearing from you @WIP . Remember, sometimes, things get just that little bit worse before they get better.

BPDSurvivor

Thanks @Anastasia

Take care,

BPDSurvivor

I honesty felt such a connection with you @BPDSurvivor from my very first post. You were so kind and supportive to reply & have been there ever since along my journey. I admire you so very much...

All the therapy you have done comes through in your advice and inspires me to keep searching along the same path you have so bravely taken.

I can't imagine the feeling of excitement you have for going back into the office. D hold some

abrehension too, but you've got the situation under control - you warrior!

i hope we stay in touch....please!

Good morning lovelies

@WIP @BPDSurvivor @Eve7 @Maggie @Zoe7

Good morning @Anastasia

How are you going today? How is your son? I hope his tornado behaviour has eased for

borh yours and his sake.. X

@BPDSurvivor @Eve7 @Maggie @Zoe7

@NatureLover

How are you lovely ladies going today?

Hi @WIP

I am well thanks, thought it was Tuesday so a win that it is already Wednesday! My boy has settled somewhat thank goodness. He just left for his pyscologist appointment and then this afternoon will spend some fun time with his sw so a good day I hope for him. Hope your's is too dear L xxx

@BPDSurvivor @Eve7 @Maggie @Zoe7 xxx

Wow, losing weight on antipsychotics. I wish my doctor had given me the ones you are on, rather than swapping me over without explaining the side effects. I will never forgive him for that @Eve7

I would put on weight overnight & I told Him so - he just nodded & said yes, that happens.

being this heavy has made my depression worse. I've never been this big. As an adult, always a

snug 10, to 12.

Now I'm a snug 14 & growing!!!!

Imhave so many beautiful, expensive work clothes, I can't being myself to donate them.

i need to is them as motivation to lose weight and get well enough to work.

I'm glad you are well @Anastasia and that it sounds as though your boy will have a good day too.

Does he get a bit emotionally drained after his psychologist appt, or does he actually look forward to them.?

I'm crappying myself about my upcoming appt with a new psychologist. I haven't had a very good run with them in the past. This time round, I'm mainly concerned about wasting the session being emotional and crying a lot. Anyway, I've got plenty of time to worry about that.

L xx