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Changing meds

WIPSenior Contributor

Changing meds

Hi. I battled MDD & acute anxiety nearly all of my adult life. I've been on numerous different SSRIs, SRNIs, antipsychotics, tried rTMS & ECT. Am addicted to a benzo for my anxiety.

I am in the process of swapping out from a SRNI to a MAOI and the wash out period is hell. I really don't think I'm going to make it. This is the darkest place I have ever been.
I have no family support, honestly no friends, not able to work & are completely isolated.

i don't feel my medical team actually care much anymore, they are overwhelmed by new clients because of covid.

i hardly sleep, but the last thing in my mind before I do, is how much I want to die. It's the first thought of the day when I wake up.

what if this new medication doesn't work either??

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BPDSurvivorSenior Contributor

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Hey @WIP !

How are you going my dear friend?

I haven’t been around for a while, but back on now.

And how’s Levi?

Take one day at a time and BREATHE.

BPDSurvivor

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Shaz51Senior Contributor

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Hugs @WIP 😀❤

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ChristheartSenior Contributor

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@WIP Hi there... I know this is an old post, but your original post is where I'm about to be. Changing medication and in the terrifying transition, not even knowing if the next one will help. Can I ask how you are doing 2 years on, and if the next medication helped? Thank you

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outlanderSenior Contributor

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@WIP

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BPDSurvivorSenior Contributor

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Hi @WIP , you are still very dear to my heart. I’m waiting to hear from you and hope you are okay. Also, how’s Levi?

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WIPSenior Contributor

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Hello dear @BPDSurvivor ! How are you?

Just popping in to say hello. Levi and I are travelling along ‘ok’ - a lot has been going on this year. Many downs & a few ups, the most recent being that I’m employed as of this week. My DBT training has been of great help. I often reflect back on some of the very kind posts you sent to me with words of wisdom.

I do think of my friends here and hope everyone is alright @Eve7 @Anastasia @Shaz51 @Emelia8 @Bow @NatureLover

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Eve7Senior Contributor

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So lovely to hear from you @WIP and congratulations on your job! Onwards and upwards.

I think of you often too

💚💚

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Shaz51Senior Contributor

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Ohhh hello and hugs my @WIP

How are you going xxx

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tymeModerator

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Good to see you back @WIP - have you found employment helps lift the mood a little?

I'm sure your forum friends have missed you.

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outlanderSenior Contributor

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Hi @WIP nice to see you!
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