Changing meds

Sounds good @WIP

I watched music and lyrics last night with my boy. Loved it. Highly recommend if you haven't seen it. Enjoy your rest day hun x

Don't know how true this article is, but I'm not too excited by the cast @Anastasia

I'll still watch it though 😉

https://www.newidea.com.au/im-a-celebrity-australia-cast-2021

Hmmmm agreed. Don't even know some of them. 😳

@WIP

Hi. Is anyone around this morning?
I'm not travelling too well.

Have woken very teary and worried about everything. I am so far from where I'd like to be in life, I can't see a path forward. Especially when I wake up most days in such an emotional mess.

@BPDSurvivor are you up for a chat please?

I’m here hun and sad you are not doing well today @WIP

Do you want to chat or just sit?

💙🤗💙

I'm around for a while @WIP and would be honoured to sit with you, alongside our delightful friend @Eve7 💞

Emelia 🌸

Thank you very much @Eve7 @Emelia8 - that's so kind of you both.

How has your morning been?

I've been in tears since I woke up this morning (not unusual) and my sister just called, so I could speak to my 9 y.o nephew. Ususally I wouldn't answer the phone when I'm distressed, but I did. I tried so hard to speak to him and ask him questions about Christmas etc (I didn't speak on Christmas Day - my sister and I aren't talking atm), but I couldn't hold a conversation for very long. And had to ask him to get his Mum. I just said to her, I've tried, I can't do it, I need to go.

It goes to show how deeply sad I am, when speaking to my nephew doesn't even help calm me. I can't keep living like this, every day a battle.

@Eve7 @Emelia8

So sorry @WIP . I know what you mean about usually being able to lift yourself to talk to nieces/nephews. And in my case, grandkids. It is a clear indication that you are struggling badly, when you just cant seem to be able to do that.

Im sure your young nephew will have enjoyed talking to his aunt however. So good on you for doing what you could.

I accept that waking up to this daily battle seems endless and unsustainable. But you must keep going WIP, because this will not last forever. There are good days ahead for you.

Sending love. And as Ive just made a pot of tea ... Im bringing you a cuppa, along with a choc chip cookie.

Perhaps @Eve7 @Former-Member @Anastasia may like to join us? ☕🍪

Emelia 🌷

Hi @WIP ,

I'm here, I'm here. I'm here with you.

Holding your hand. Riding this out with you.

BPDSurvivor