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Oh gosh, Lee, I can hear how alone you feel, and how desperate in the nighttime... 😞

@Lee71

Thank you for sharing that song.

It's no t just nights that are hard. On the outside I try and appear mostly ok , when Ion the imsdei I am falling to pieces.

I don't need to tell you my color do I @NatureLover

I'd say you're probably at orange, am I right? @Lee71 😞

I just listened to Blaine Larsen 'How Do You get That Lonely'...oh my gosh. It gave me goosebumps, a very moving song...

It was OK for me to listen to, as it wasn't saying "I want to end it all".

But it was still an incredibly desolate song, and I'm so sorry that you are feeling that way, Lee 😞

@Lee71

@NatureLover I Some times answer back to that song.....

How do you get so lonely and nobody know?

It's quite easy to feel this and people ar o and you every day don't notice.

Or my one house mate that turned it into a competition or tried t9 . Not sure if I told you that

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@NatureLover wrote:

I just listened to Blaine Larsen 'How Do You get That Lonely'...oh my gosh. It gave me goosebumps, a very moving song...

It was OK for me to listen to, as it wasn't saying "I want to end it all".

But it was still an incredibly desolate song, and I'm so sorry that you are feeling that way, Lee 😞

@Lee71

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I'm listening to it right now......

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@Lee71 wrote:

Or my one house mate that turned it into a competition or tried t9 . Not sure if I told you that

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No, you didn't tell me that...is it the other resident who upset you the other day? @Lee71

I notice that you didn't answer me about being at orange...which makes me think I might be right 😞

@NatureLover yes you are right .

And yes the one who upset, she was helping me when I self harmed to clean and treat it, hope I'm allowed to say that.

Then when I self harmed the other day she found o u t and was angry and said how would you feel if I did it every time you did, and I said you dont want to make this into a competition, and she said yes I do cause j will win.....before I said what I wanted to say I walked away

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@Lee71 wrote:

And yes the one who upset, she was helping me when I self harmed to clean and treat it, hope I'm allowed to say that.

Then when I self harmed the other day she found o u t and was angry and said how would you feel if I did it every time you did, and I said you dont want to make this into a competition, and she said yes I do cause j will win.....before I said what I wanted to say I walked away

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Oh gosh, Lee...that was very good of you to walk away, I'm so impressed...what a...I won't say! How can she be angry at you? And try to turn it into some sort of awful competition?

Have you spoken to her since?

@Lee71

@NatureLover we kinda have to talk a little cause we all live in the same house. If she asks how I am..o say I'm fantastic.

And I know you know what I mean, it's not a competition she would win. But she has dropped it for now