Morning has broken

I know it is hard @Eve7 I know how hard it is to control those sh urges. How we come to rely on them as a means of coping.

Thanks @Snowie

Here ig you need to talk @Eve7 or just sit

All my thoughts are jumbled @Snowie I want to talk but the words won’t come.

I am so empty and alone even with a great support team. I feel like I’m sitting high on a branch about to fall..

What did you do today?

Thats ok hun, sometimes it is hard to get those words out @Eve7

I went shopping with D today and finished of my chrissy shopping. I have to go through everything but am fairly confident I have everyone done.

Well done @Snowie

I’ll Get S1 to take me tomorrow and that should help my mood too. I’m way behind and still only have the Christmas Eve pjs sorted.

I asked Master 5 what he wanted and his response was “I’ve told Santa everything I want”! How do I figure that one out???

I’ve just taken some prn so hope that kicks in soon.

Hehe @Eve7 I wonder if Master 5 could write a letter to Santa, that might help you get what you need.

I am glad you have something to look forward to tomorrow. It sounds like it will be a nice day out for you with S1 and hopefully it is a good distraction for you.

Hoping the prn kicks in soon. You have done such a good job tonight hun, you should be proud of yourself 💜💜

Thanks @Snowie

I’m determined not to ruin the family Christmas even though I’m hanging close to the edge.

We put a lot on ourselves at this time of year with food, presents and fake smiles. Good idea for Master 5.

Take care buddy and thank you.

Hugs @Emelia8

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We do put a lot of pressure on ourselves. I find it super hard to pretend. It is exhausting hun @Eve7

But we do what we need to do to get through this time. I do it for my kids and I am sure you do too.

Yes @Snowie I do it for my kids and grids. I used to love it and would cook and decorate all December.

I still haven’t decided what to cook yet with being able to use just one arm. I won’t be carving the turkey this year! I haven’t made a cake or a pudding. I haven’t even showered since Monday and tonight I’m eating a peanut butter sandwich BUT I’m still here.

We’d talked about going to Melbourne this year for carols and then staying on for the cricket. H’s cousin lives in walking distance of those places and I was going to do a house swap. Not now.

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