Morning has broken

Evening @Former-Member

How has your day been?

Had lunch out. That's my "self care",haha, not funny really. Have put on weight, but it might be my imagination, because I still can fit in the same clothes. Need to get out and about a bit though. Feeling like I'm being watched by h. It's not nice at all.
How are you @Snowie

Hope your lunch was enjoyable hun @Former-Member Sometimes it is nice just to get out of the house.

Sorry to hear you feel you are being watched by H. I feel like that at times too, especially when things are not going well.

I am okish, it has been a hard day overall. I am trying to stay positive but it is not working.

I know it's hard to be positive @Snowie

Can I help somehow?

I drink too much and I'm so ashamed about it @Snowie

I drink to cope and he watches my every move. Not sure what to do really @Snowie

D had a huge celebration today and again tonight and I'm not sure how to go about it. Feeling so left out. But we did have lunch out, so that's good. I'm hiding from h. @Snowie

I'm so sorry @Snowie I made it all about me. Please talk about you.

@Former-Member it is nothing to be ashamed about hun. We all have different coping strategies, some of them good and some not so good.

Just get through one day at a time sweetheart.

Here for you and with you hun.

Doing some self care at the moment. Eating icecream!

Thanks @Snowie icecream sounds nice.
Thanks for being here. I'm really so ashamed of myself