Morning has broken

Thank you @Emelia8 @Bow

Dear @Eve7 , you're not a failure...you're suffering intensely.

My heart goes out to you.

Sending lots of care and 💛

Good morning dear @Eve7 wondering how you are this morning?

Thanks @Bow @NatureLover . It was a very long night in a not very nice place. Now, I can either go home as there are no beds in the public hospital or stay where I am in what is, essentially, a lock up until I become a bit more stable and can be admitted to the private hospital.

I think I'll just go home if the pdoc will sign off the paperwork. This is getting too complicated but my head is in a better space than last night.

Urgh being in the ED waiting for an appropriate bed is so frustrating @Eve7 especially when you are so fragile and not in a good place.

im glad that your head is in a better place than last night, is there the option for a short stay for a bit? Maybe it would be helpful?

They’ve found a bed @Bow and they want me to start ECT on Monday. The private hospital wouldn’t take me. I won’t elaborate.

Do what is right for you @Eve7

Here with you through all of this 💌💌

Here with you @Eve7 i know it’s a hard decision to make. 💕

Hugs @Eve7 . I'm so sorry it's incredibly difficult for you right now.

Here for you.

It's not really my decision to make @Bow