Good morning all. I slept pretty much all night except for when the nurses were coming into my room. I am just waiting now for the doctor to come see me and see if I get to go home today. It looks like I will have to stay with mum again for a while when I get out. I am being pushed to go into hospital for a few weeks by my MH team but as mum is very much against that happening she is promising to watch over me 24 hours. Definitely not looking forward to that at all. My boys are with their dad this weekend and will be home on Monday. Looks like I will have to do a more intense therapy with my psychologist and psychiatrist and probably looking at having a session every second day for about 2 weeks. Not sure how that is going to go.
feeling very ashamed and embarrassed. I am feeling worthless and very much alone. I have had no visitors because of Covid so I have been here all alone but I have received A few phone calls.
@Zoe7 glad that you have access to the funeral hun but I can understand that it will be very difficult to watch right now. Taking your time and waiting till your ready is a very good idea. There really is no rush hun. I am so glad to hear that you have had a lot of support from your colleagues and that you have been occupying yourself with work. I truly hope things will get a little easier for you hun in time. Just take it easy and make sure you are lookigg after you. Sending you a little strength your way. 💜
@outlander I am so sorry to hear that you are bored hun. You just need to use this time to self care and look after yourself and in no time you will be able to get back to your normal life. Sending you a gentle hug your way. 💚
@Anastasia thank you so much for you support beautiful. I hope your weekend is relaxing and that you have a nice time with your boy. I hope he is doing ok and I hope you are too. 💙
@NatureLover I truly hope you have a nice weekend hun and that you can enjoy this beautiful sunshine. Thinking of you always 🧡
@Fluttershy1 i hope you are ok beautiful as you have been very quiet on the forum lately. Sending you a gentle hug my gorgeous friend. 💛
@Bunniekins hey pea I hope you are well and that you have been able to get out for your walks. Thinking of you always and sending you some light and love. 💚
@Shaz51 I hope you are having a relaxing weekend my friend and that MrShaz is doing ok. I hope you are well and that your day has a little sparkle in it. 💙
@Emelia8 a little worried about you my friend. We haven't seen you on the forum for a while. Hope you are ok. Know that I am thinking of you and want to send you a gentle hug. Hope to see you here soon. 💜
@Former-Member hey beautiful. I am so sorry that you're therapy sessions have been so rough on you. Do you feel that they have helped even just a little at all? I have been so worried about you all week and feel like a part of me has been missing too.
I truly hope that this therapy can help you my gorgeous sis. Please stay strong and persist. I love you more than life itself. ❤️
I won't go into too much detail hun because it maybe triggering for you and others but it started off with the monster not leaving me alone and ended up as a S attempt. I was unfortunately home alone for the night as mum had the boys for the night. Mum tried calling me and couldn't get through so popped over apparently and had to call an ambulance.
sending you a huge hug my beautiful BFF I truly hope you are doing ok and that you can try and relax and self care this weekend. Wish I could pick up the phone and give you a call. 😢
I am truly sorry and I hope that you can forgive me. I feel like I have let you down big time.
