Darkness

Sorry Mel, I had to have a shower. I decided to do a little cleaning in my paint room cleaning up the sand grit from hubby sandblasting the walls. You would be surprised 😱 at where one can collect sand grit 😲😲😧

I am so sorry you can't get hold of her 🙁 is your body still reacting less than yesterday? Do you have a regular GP? If so maybe try and get an appointment with them. @Lee82

Thinking of you @Emelia8 , @Zoe7

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@Lee82 wrote:

I have tried getting a hold of my psych for 2 days now to no avail. 😢 I just don't j ow what ro do anymire.

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Am sorry to hear this, @Lee82 ...I hope she responds tomorrow...

I also really love that song "Lean on Me" @Former-Member 🌹👍🧡 Thanks for sharing it with everyone. 🙏 Although you missed me in your tags, I took the "and everyone else I didnt tag" to mean ME. 👍🤣 So yeah, I got it. I note that email notifications are still very very slow. Even today I got a notification from Monday! But heaps are yet to come through. So I know I am missing some notifications from people. So I am trawling some of the threads and trying to pick up tags which I'm not being notified about.

Oh and love that you posted a picture of your paint room. Looking good .. really hope you can get back in there again on the weekend. So looking forward to seeing your next masterpiece. Thanks for your posts to me through the day, my dear and very thoughtful friend. I read some of them while I was waiting to see my psych. 💕

@Lee82 .. I totally get what you mean about the forums being the only real support you have to fall back on. I feel that way too all the time. Although I have started to use the chat lines more these days than I used to. I hope you are feeling more comfortable in doing so too. Please remember that I, and all your friends here, are very willing to be here for you whenever you need someone to listen and offer support and/or guidance. But unfortunately, our hands are tied when it comes to offering physical support and trying to keep you physically safe from your mental and emotional demons. It makes us feel very useless when we really really want to help, but know we are unable to when someone is in a true crisis and at genuine risk. I hope you understand what I'm trying to say

Hi @Maggie @NatureLover @Lee71 @MDT @Ant7 and others.

Emelia 🌸

@Appleblossom That image of the beautiful colourful flowers made me smile and a little sad at the same time. We all need some colour in our lives but for many of us currently it really is a little dark. Love to you Hon

@Former-Member Thank you for thinking of me - it has been a hard day but I have support and my fur babies so they both help. Love to you, our @Lee82 and others here also. The darkness around us lifts just a little by knowing we are here for each other

@Emelia8yep understand loud and clear

@NatureLover

Everything Is clear

My apologies @Lee71 💜 I incorrectly tagged you instead of Lee82 in that post. Typo 😯

But I guess what I said, applies to all of us, so no harm done. I dont normally see you on this thread ... welcome. And thanks for your posts to me on your thread earlier today. Loved some of those latest photos, and the ones @NatureLover posted too. 👍💖

Emelia 🌸

Lol. I can only imagine where all the sand ended up. 🙈🙈

my body is starting to react like yesterday again. 😢

@Former-Member

Me too @NatureLover I really need to speak worhbher

Honey, do you think maybe Hospital?? Worried for you my love. @Lee82