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Thanks babe. He had a great day. We have had people in and out all day long. He got very spoilt with presents from everyone especially my brother. He is one lucky young man.
I am just so glad it is all over and I am relieved I kept it together all day. It was very exhausting having to be happy and social and talkative as well as trying to host and cook and serve and everything else that goes with a iso party.
How has your night been babe? Any plans for tomorrow?
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Well I am glad he has had a great day sounds like a lucky young man. I am happy you made it through the day, but yes it's kinda of exhausting when it's all a mask. 😞 My night has been ok, in my painting room so I am generally just ok while I am here. I had a bad moment this afternoon that took a lot out of me but I was back to being ok within the hour because I was in my paint room. I never did get a nap so I have been up for 18 hours and it's starting to show in Kimmy's mood. Going for a shower to hopefully warm up a little my toes are froze and my nose is froze 😂 I live in sunny Queensland YEAH right 😂😂☃️☃️☃️☃️

@Lee82 , kinda wish I could give you a hug

Bad moments really suck but I am so glad you have your painting room where you can feel ok and perhaps safe in there.
please give princess kimmy a hug from me and let her know that I am thinking of her always and hope she can feel better soon.
I really wish I could have that hug babe because I feel I really need one right now. Feeling emotional and teary and I don't know why. Mr 9 keeps asking me what's wrong snd I don't know what to say to him. 😢

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Good night beautiful Nikki. I really hope you have sweet dreams tonight instead of the terrible nightmares you have been having.

love you to infinity and beyond, always and forever 💗

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Tell him the truth Mel, it's been a big day and you are exhausted and some adults get emotional when they are that tried. That should settle his questions down for you. I feel like it's going to be a long hard night for you. I need to know before I go that you are safe my love.

I love you 3000 @Lee82

my Lee, I. Misd you and you my friend. 💖Kimmy

I will be safe tonight hun. SH has already visited me today and I am just so mentally exhausted. I have taken a little extra sleeping meds so hopefully that will knock me out soon.
hey beautiful kimmy. I miss you so much too my princess. Sending you a little cuddle. Hope you are ok sweetie. ❤️
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Hey @Lee82 ,

I can hear it has been a really long and emotionally rippling day for you and that some SH has been involved also. I'm really sorry to hear that is has been so difficult, and I'm glad to hear you are getting some rest tonight. Good rest is super important, I just wanted to say I also noticed you said you were going to ingest some extra medication to help you to get to sleep. I know that often doctors provide dosage plans for times when their patients can’t sleep, however, if you don’t have such a plan from your health professional, please be very cautious, even if you have done this before, as this can be very risky and we don’t recommend it. Please do take care.

We are absolutely here if you need. I hope you enjoy some good rest tonight and feel better in the morning. As always, you can also contact Lifeline on 13 11 14 if things are feeling very intense for you.

Wishing you all the best and here with you always,

Otter

Thank you for your concern and support @Otter . Sorry I probably should have been more clear. My doctor has prescribed 2 to 3 tablets. I usually only take 2 however have needed to take 3 on occasion and tonight is that such night. Hopefully I am able to get some rest but I am extremely anxious right now.

Good morning beautiful @Lee82

Good morning nikki. How did you sleep? How you feeling this morning gorgeous?
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