Numb again

@Lee82

Lets rather talk about your day

Hey hun. For some reason I am not recieving notifications from you. I'm not sure why but it's very annoying. I only just saw the message you wrote yesterday just now.
how was you night? Did you manage any sleep babe?
@Pollyotter

@Lee82

Hey there.

It's all good I fully understand.

No sleep yet unfortunately. I have had 6 hours in 72 hours. I am really feeling the effects of if . My mental state is so bad at the moment where little pieces of joy gose by and I don't even notice it. I have tried different things but it dosnt click in my brain. The carpet under my bed is starting to take the form of my body and I couldn't really be bothered. Cleaning and hygienic routines have taken a back seat at this point . I think I am shutting down .

I hope your doing ok

I so sorry to hear all that @Pollyotter when do you see your psychiatrist?
I feel your pain my sweets and here sitting with you babe. Try and rest hun. Even if it's little moments throughout the day. Just be kind to yourself my love. Sending you a gentle hug

Sorry for the late reply. I dropped my phone and smashed it. I had to wait to use my sons phone...

honey I totally understand and it would be ok if that happened. It helps to get out all your emotions if you break down. Wish I was there with you right now hun giving you that hug allowing you a safe space to cry and vent. 😘😘

@Pollyotter

@Lee82

the world needs more people like you.

Thank you Lee

Really sorry you are suffering so @Pollyotter 😔💕 Really glad that @Lee82 has been keeping a close eye out for you though. Please remember @Pollyotter that you can tag me any time. If I'm feeling okay enough, I am happy to try to help. If I'm not, then I know not to even try. Hope that makes sense.

For now though ... I'm sending you that hug you crave. 🤗

Sherry 🌺

Sticking with the African theme ...

And a group hug as well

You are so beautiful @Pollyotter

How you feeling my sweets?

Thank you @Former-Member for your kind words and for offering to be there for @Pollyotter too I feel she needs a little more support but I'm not sure how to get that for her

@Zoe7 was a great support for her too but but she has taken a break. I am actually a little worried about our friend Zoe too. It's been a very long time since she has been on

@Pollyotter I am here for a while if you would like to have chat