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World caves in

World caves in

i sit alone in painful times as I seem to in all times, I sit and look upon the world and wonder why..........why.........why is it the world is driven by narcacissm, hubris and the ever increasing need for instant self gratification, a world of beauty transformed into a gamorrean garden of visceral excess. All depth left for dead, love sits forgotten weeping tears of diamonds as the world is consumed by cheap lust, when did we stop caring when did people just become things to be used and thrown into the mud as they move to the next and the next and the next. Why is it so quiet now, why is it so empty, why is it so cold. When did it become stupid to have morality and standards and self control, when did love become a word to be thrown around as just some empty sentiment, when did sorry lose meaning, when did words become just words.

he sits upon the earth frozen to the touch but warm deep within, he looks upon the people and weeps that they shall never see or feel what real love is, he dreams of things that will never be because the world grows dark around him, his heart so big it was thought unbreakable people had cut it, times had aged it, people had crushed it beneath heavy boots, but he stood back up again and again denying the fall he could see, but then he saw what we had become, what everything was, is and shall be, and his mighty heart broke in two, now he sits invisible to all holding within his hands the pieces of a once great and beautiful heart.

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The sad thing is I don't think I have lost any weight but yeah I could of I don't know

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@Redraw

Nourish your body and it will look after you ....

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Luckily I still kicking and I cook when and where I can good with the standard chicken noodle soup with or without wontons I can cook fairly well just not easy to remember if i am just cooking for me, which is always, though my sister has requested some wontons and I am planning to head up there on Friday so will need to make some

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Also contending with the quitting smoking stuff so that's a pain

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So soon I will be a non smoking, non drinking, panic disordered, starving artist on a disability pension, I am just an endless world of fun hahahaha

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@Redraw

😏

Take care of you ..... you matter ...🎨🎭🍳

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@Redraw wrote:

Luckily I still kicking and I cook when and where I can good with the standard chicken noodle soup with or without wontons I can cook fairly well just not easy to remember if i am just cooking for me, which is always, though my sister has requested some wontons and I am planning to head up there on Friday so will need to make some


@Redraw

I think that's really beautiful that you would prepare wontons for your sister .... ❣

I hope you have a good day on Friday.

Would it help you to remember to eat if you freeze more meals, then pull one out to defrost each day ?

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@Redraw wrote:

Also contending with the quitting smoking stuff so that's a pain


And congrats on this achievement .... it's no small struggle .... well done on persevering with it .... let us know when you've got it licked !!

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I do have frozen stuff like I got my great homemade burgers, and stuff like that wontons will last me a week or so even after my sisters share and I got the ingredients to make more as well, usually I do ok with fried rice that will last me two days, it's more once my bank account runs dry then it's chicken stock peas and noodles

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I have had like half a cigarette in the last month or so, but these nicotonell patches cause me some skin irritation so I gotta ask for the nicabate ones next time, but I think I doing pretty well

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