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World caves in

World caves in

i sit alone in painful times as I seem to in all times, I sit and look upon the world and wonder why..........why.........why is it the world is driven by narcacissm, hubris and the ever increasing need for instant self gratification, a world of beauty transformed into a gamorrean garden of visceral excess. All depth left for dead, love sits forgotten weeping tears of diamonds as the world is consumed by cheap lust, when did we stop caring when did people just become things to be used and thrown into the mud as they move to the next and the next and the next. Why is it so quiet now, why is it so empty, why is it so cold. When did it become stupid to have morality and standards and self control, when did love become a word to be thrown around as just some empty sentiment, when did sorry lose meaning, when did words become just words.

he sits upon the earth frozen to the touch but warm deep within, he looks upon the people and weeps that they shall never see or feel what real love is, he dreams of things that will never be because the world grows dark around him, his heart so big it was thought unbreakable people had cut it, times had aged it, people had crushed it beneath heavy boots, but he stood back up again and again denying the fall he could see, but then he saw what we had become, what everything was, is and shall be, and his mighty heart broke in two, now he sits invisible to all holding within his hands the pieces of a once great and beautiful heart.

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Thank you @Faith-and-Hope I do appreciate the distraction, sadly the pain remains but it's still nice to talk well type talking would be nice I am not sure I can form words anymore

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Nice chatting with you too @Redraw.

i'm heading to bed early tonight (western time) cos I had disturbed sleep last night and I'm a bit headachey now .... catch you next time.

🌷💤

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Good night and sleep well

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Thanks. You too.

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Still tasting the endless pain, why can nobody hold my hand or whatever else, to feel at such a loss I can't do this I cannot last another 20 odd years I barely lasted before. How long can I withstand the pain I don't know at the moment it feels to long already to go unseen, untouched, uneverything, it may seem that I feel love or another person could fix me but that's not what I mean, it's an emptiness in my soul, I have strength in many other areas can repair so much of myself but no matter my strengths the hole in my soul the lost piece of my heart will always remain leaving myself weak no matter the fight I mount, and this will last till its final beat

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Oh if you use the char siu as a stir fry sauce will need to test and equalise to find your preferred taste, I had it today added some water and I think a bit of soy would have helped I think it was to sweet, but as a marinade well that's a different story, food.com is a good place for certain recipes but always follow your taste to get it best, there is if I recall a good sweet and sour sauce for fried wontons too.

wontons, I use 250 grams of pork mince 250 grams of chicken mince, 2 spring onions, one of the cans of sliced water chestnuts dice them, 2 tbsp of soy sauce, a tsp of caster sugar, 2 tbsp of cornflour, mix together, now I get always to packets of wonton wraps from Safeway, usually hidden in a corner in the pasta fridge, I get two just incase cause it makes lots, then with a teaspoon put some in one of the wrappers, steam or boil it I usually give it over 15 minutes but I am very food poisoning paranoid, after its cooked take it out let it cool taste it without anything, and decide if you want to add some more of anything to the mix, I think generally I have to add more soy but I guess it depends on the person, then after adding try making one again and if it's good do them in batches of about 6 at a time, then I tend to freeze a fair few can use in soup, usually a simple chicken broth with whatever, can deep fry them and have them with sweet and sour sauce, or have them steamed usually with soy,

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Thanks @Redraw 😊

Sounds really good !

I made a vegie soup across the day today in a stock pot. It will last a couple more days, and I can add cooked chicken or prawns or whatever to the serving bowls and add the soup to change the flavour. Wontons would go well with it too.

Good cold weather food ...

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Soup is always good as you can make a lot and store it, of course most of my soups are simple, I am sure I will get around to making a pea and ham soup sooner or later but for now I stick to simple stuff

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Hi @Redraw

Pea and ham or bacon or .. is simple compared to wontons. I found ham hocks too hard to manage so shifted our recipe to bacon ...

Virtual hand hold ... coming your way.

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@Redraw @Appleblossom

Pea and ham soup is something I haven't ever made, but always wanted to .....

Must put it on a to-do list sometime soon.

😏

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