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Trying to get help

Unknown userMember01 Apr 2020, 1:15 am AEDT

Trying to get help

I have tried to reach out to beyond blue and lifeline tonight but couldn't get through. I tried and failed to get myself help. I feel so desperately alone and fearful. Having to write an email to workcover explaining what the appointment with their psych did to my mental state and it's just trigging me So bad. It's kind of what the dam point I just want to quit my job just so I don't have to jump through their hoops. My anxiety has reached a new high today and I am feeling everything so acutely.

I have been there for so many people over the years and yet when I need help there is no one. They say text me anytime, I am always here for you, but what they don't say is I am here for anytime as long as you don't mention your mental illness. They brush me off if I am not my happy self.

I am just over not being enough

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Lee82Senior Contributor07 Apr 2020, 11:13 pm AEST

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Hi @Former-Member I'm so sorry you aren't feeling ok my friend. I am not so great either and I didn't make it through the night unharmed. I feel your pain hun and I am so sorry you are going through it . Just want you to know that you are not alone. 💕

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Unknown userMember07 Apr 2020, 11:19 pm AEST

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Hello my friend @Lee82 , I am so sorry your night was hard for you. Know you are not alone either sweetheart. Hopefully tonight is easier for both of us 💖

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Unknown userMember07 Apr 2020, 11:19 pm AEST

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Hey my friend, sending you hugs @outlander 💖

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outlanderSenior Contributor07 Apr 2020, 11:21 pm AEST

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Thanks @Former-Member hugs for you too 🌷😘

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Lee82Senior Contributor07 Apr 2020, 11:22 pm AEST

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💗 Right back at you @outlander hope tonight you are feeling ok.

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Lee82Senior Contributor07 Apr 2020, 11:23 pm AEST

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I hope so too @Former-Member I am getting very tired of these nights. 😞

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Unknown userMember07 Apr 2020, 11:27 pm AEST

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I am like that also, yet sleep doesn't come easily for me. How was your day @Lee82

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Lee82Senior Contributor07 Apr 2020, 11:37 pm AEST

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My day was really shitty @Former-Member and my night isn't any better. How you feeling?

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Unknown userMember08 Apr 2020, 12:01 am AEST

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I am sorry to hear that, anything you want to talk about my friend? All good if you don't.

I had a rough day because I had to go out there!! I have already lost one of my cleaning contracts and my major one requested we be set up to do a COVID19 decontamination if required. So most of my day was spent tracking down bleach and coveralls. To a regular person that might not seem hard, but I know you can understand how tough with my anxiety and the other stuff I have going on. flashback backs have kicked in so my night isn't looking good either. 💖

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Unknown userMember08 Apr 2020, 12:54 am AEST

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https://youtu.be/2rjko0htlJc

@Lee82 @outlander @Snowie @The-red-centaur @Lotusgirl @Eden1919

@Former-Member and anyone else passing through

This is what I use to try an sleep,doesn’t always work and please forgive the “miracle” in the title. I am going to try to sleep now. I hope you all can get some rest tonight.

Goodnight my friends 💖

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