Falling

Minute by minute @Eden1919

Just remember you are doing the very best you can.

Baby steps hun

@Eden1919

I am sorry it's been a difficult day for you. When I was reading your posts before I commented last night, I felt a strength in you. You may not feel it or see it but it's there. Like Snowie said baby steps, one thing at the time. Sending you huge hugs💖

@Snowie @Former-Member thanks I am having a really stressful and difficult night I can’t even explain it properly but everything is getting even harder to deal with and I am really not sure what to do anymore but I really don’t have an options for anything that could help.

@Eden1919

Everything seems hard right now and I don't know what to say to you to help or even make you feel a little better. Just know that I am here and listening. Sorry it's taken so long for me to reply.

Please be gentle with yourself, try and do something you like even if it's for 5 minutes. Will check you with later 😂

BLOODY HELL I AM SORRY I HAVE FAT FINGERS

@Eden1919it was meant to be a heart not a laughing face 💖

@Eden1919

Hoping today was a little better for you

Love and hugs

Snowie

@Snowie thanks.

@Former-Member that is ok lol, thanks.

today has been very difficult actually the last few days have been difficult like i still feel terrible and not good but i am so agitated and irritable and i cannot sleep and i mean i am not like tired through the day exactly but i just feel like i am going to scream constantly and time is moving a lot slower than it feels in my head and i want to be talking non stop and about literally everything with everyone and and i feel like i need to be doing things but when i try and do anything i will just start 7 different things and fininsh none of them and i feel like i cannot sit still and i just want to like do all these things but i dont know what and i just cant like contain myself it is uncomfortable and like idk what to do but none of my professionals are listening to me anyway so it isnt like i can do anything even if i need to. i am just really feeling weird and i cant explain it properly.

Sounds like a lot is going on for you right now @Eden1919

@Snowie yeah i just feel really busy in my head and like i feel paranoid about everything and like all the other stuff with the voices and stuff is still happening but then i also kind of keep thinking i have magical powers again and like i am about to be told to go on a quest by a magical super being and everything is just really wierd and idk what to do because i literally am having to physically stop myself from doing silly things and like i am not trying to be annoying or to get annoyed at peeople but also i feel like no one is currently matching my intesity and idk it is kind of weird i cant really describe it very well. i feel really on edge.

@Eden1919

You really do have a lot happening for you right now. I am not sure if I can really give you any tips that would help right now. But I am here💖