Need some advice

Hi @Eden1919 .

I'm sorry that you feel this way. I'm not great with advice, but I'll do my best.

Maybe you could try to see another Psychiatrist? I don't think anyone is against you like you think, it sounds like they're just delusions or something, but I really don't know what you're going through so please don't think I'm pushing you away or labelling you, because I'm not, I apologise.

I care I'm just not sure what to say and what advice to offer, I apologise. I hope someone can assist more than I can and I hope you feel better and don't think those scary thoughts anymore.

Hugs to you.

@Former-Member i cannot see another psych.

Ah okay, understandable.

I apologise for misunderstanding and not being much help. Should I delete my comments?

I hope I didn't upset and offend you, I'm sorry if I did. I feel bad

Eden

I have just changed my shrink after 6 years. He broached a new issue very forcefully without warning. It scared the sht out of me. I could not face going back. Without trust it doesn't work. Once trust is lost it's a major problem So now I am working with someone else. I don't doctor shop but it was time for a change.

i admire your bravery in speaking out with honesty. Recognition and true acknowledgment of what's going on in your head is the start of doing something to change. I am bipolar 2 with BPD, We are very different. We both have long paths ahead. I have deep trust with a select few. It helps to keep me centred and able to move forward. I hope that your situation may change so you can have some similar trust. Some days when all feels out of control a few words from these folk help me get through. Today was one of those days for me.

i wish all the best for you. Peace and hope.

@Former-Member You don’t have to delete anything I am just not sure how to respond to your post exactly.

@WriterMelb I hope your new psych is better I trust in some ways but in others I don’t.

All good @Eden1919 , I requested my comments here to be deleted.

I hope I didn't upset you because I've been feeling really bad, I just wasn't sure what to say, I wasn't going to respond because of that but I read your post and saw that no one replied so that made me feel bad and sad for you, and sympathetic, so I felt the need to reply, I'm sorry. I hope you're alright and that I didn't offend you. I'm not good with that stuff so my advice if you'd call it that is useless, I apologise. I feel so bad.

@WriterMelb I'm sorry to hear about your experiences aswell as Eden's

@Former-Member I am not offended or upset I just don’t know how else to respond to your original post. I can’t really elaborate on why I can’t see another psych so I just left it at that.

@Eden1919 Hi hunny I am really happy that you have tagged me. Okay I have sat here for awhile and wondered how I should answer this. I am very worried about you Eden1919. You need to talk about this with either your pdoc or another professional. It is not normal what you are thinkig tbh. I know because I have been there hun. Your pdoc is your friend. As we are on sane forums. I will promise you this I will never lie to you which is why I am being so honest. Love peaxxx

@Bunniekins But I am not sure if I can, I tried a few weeks ago but then I got too scared and didn’t and I feel like if I try I will just get scared again it is so hard to talk especially when I am there because I feel like it isn’t safe to talk because of everything and I literally don’t have any other professionals at the moment my psychologist kind of told me to leave so I don’t have one of those anymore. But even if I did I am not sure that I could tell them. I just want to be less scared even just a little I have so much to do and I can’t focus because my head is all over the place and I am so exhausted. I just I know this doesn’t sound ‘normal’ but then I keep wondering if even here is part of the system they set up to watch me because that would make sense and I just really don’t know what to think.