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The-red-centaurSenior Contributor
It's been that many days... I still wish I was dead.
My feet are never gonna heal. I may be in hospital another few months still and since I tried to KMS again on Christmas they won't leave me by myself.
I hurt myself in front of my nurse today. I just can't deal. I keep seeing flashbacks from that day. I see it vividly ,myself x....and then screaming in hospital.
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The-red-centaurSenior Contributor
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BunniekinsSenior Contributor
@The-red-centaur who do you have looking after your interests?
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The-red-centaurSenior Contributor
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BunniekinsSenior Contributor
@The-red-centaur Oh The-red-centaur It is hard for me to suggest anything because I dont know of your exact predicament due to privacy guidelines but there must be someone that you can go to to help you through this ...... have you got good friends that you can rely upon at least while you are getting settled. I know it all seems daunting and scary but surely they wouldnt let you go unless you were emotionally and physically equiped to handle it. One would hope anyway .....
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The-red-centaurSenior Contributor
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BunniekinsSenior Contributor
@The-red-centaur You know myself and the other formites will be here while you are getting used to things. Life is tough and as you get older it doesnt get much easier it just changes. You will get there though. Sounds cliche but you are a fighter with how much you have achieved already. Just remember when the nights are dark what a special person you are.xx
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The-red-centaurSenior Contributor
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BunniekinsSenior Contributor
@The-red-centaur That is a huge compliment and thank you it made me smile to read it.xx
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The-red-centaurSenior Contributor
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BunniekinsSenior Contributor
@The-red-centaur hugs right back at you :D. It will be okay and if you are having any troubles just sing out to the pea and I will get back to you asapxxx
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