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It's been that many days... I still wish I was dead.

My feet are never gonna heal. I may be in hospital another few months still and since I tried to KMS again on Christmas they won't leave me by myself.

I hurt myself in front of my nurse today. I just can't deal. I keep seeing flashbacks from that day. I see it vividly ,myself x....and then screaming in hospital.

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I wish the Drs knew what they were doing. .I don't feel too good 😞

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@Bunniekins I'm really anxious about today. I'm seeing the orthopedic surgeons for the time. And then I'm moving..

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@The-red-centaur Hey The-red-centaur try not to worry things will work out they always do. I will be on and off throughout the day if you need to talk :). Will be on for a few hours yet.xxxx

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@Bunniekins I can't do this...

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Hi @The-red-centaur
I know that you were addressing your supportive forum friend @Bunniekins
but I am concerned for you and will send you an email in a moment.

Take care.

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@The-red-centaur Yes you can sweetheart. You are a strong, smart cookie who is a survivor. You can definitely do this. I will be around in a minute or two if you want to talk. Love peaxxx

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@Bunniekins I'm scared to get discharged tomorrow.
Im so sore and tired. Going home today and doing everything was too hard.

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@The-red-centaur just do lil bit by lil bit. dont rush yourself. It will be okay just be kind to yourself :)xxx

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@Bunniekins it's not going to be ok.

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@The-red-centaur have you got carers coming in to help you do things around the house?

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