I need some reassurance

Sorry to bother everyone but I am just kind of freaking out about something and at the very least need to get it out, but I keep thinking everyone and everything around me has been like planted to push me in a certain direction and that like none of the people are people like they are fake but like they are people just like controlled by someone else so they are like husk bodies. And the ones that aren’t husks are watching me and like I can’t tell anyone who knows me because they will tell the people running the show and then said people will hurt me unless I do what they want. And I feel like this has been happening this whole time and they have been in my head this whole time putting stuff in there so that I forget what is going on and they get to keep me here in their place thing which is not where everything else is and they keep taking things out of my head too and I really don’t even know how to explain it but I feel really scared and on edge.

and I can’t talk to any professionals because they are part of it and if they know that I know or if they know that I know that they know that I know I will be in big trouble. I am trying really hard to ignore this but I don’t know it isn’t working.

Is this something I should be worried about or is it my head or idk if anyone can even answer because either way it would still lead to this being true ugh I am tired, I am safe btw.