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Inpatient with an eating disorder

Inpatient with an eating disorder

I'm so scared. They're making me eat and I can't deal with it.

Let me explain...

I've been in hospital the last 6 weeks on a medical ward due to the physical injuries of a suicide attempt and I'm going to be in here we'll into the new year. The thing is I struggle with an eating disorder. They've become aware of it (despite the fact I'm not underweight) and have been heavily monitoring and controling my intake.

I feel so out of control.

I broke down at dinner and just couldn't do it. I can't eat anymore. I just can't.

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That's so rough @The-red-centaur im sorry you didn't get an empthetic nurse. She maybe hasnt had much
experience with people with more severe mental health consitions so wasnt sure how to react. I do hope tomorrow is better for you.

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Urgh I binged so much today 😭 I can't deal with this anymore....

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I want to go home....I can't deal with food anymore.

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Can I like...die....

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Hello @The-red-centaur sorry to hear that you are struggling right now. Please know that we're here with you 🌻🌻🌻

I also wanted to remind you that you can reach out to any of the following services if you need to talk:

Lifeline: 13 11 14

Suicide call back service: 1300 659 467

Samaritans: 135 247

If you think you are unable to keep yourself safe, please call 000

I'm going to send you an email shortly to check-in, so please keep a lookout for it in your inbox 🌺🌸🌼

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I'm crying because I are potatoes today.... why.did.I.eat.that.....i really want to self harm. I can't cope.

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Nurse is worried because I didn't eat today. I ate. I ate an egg. Screw them.

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@Bunniekins I've really been struggling with this lately. Sorry to bother you on your birthday.

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@The-red-centaur you are not bothering me. I cannot talk right now but will be on later. I know it is hard for you ...... are there sympathic doctors and nurses that you can talk to?xx

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@Bunniekins I can barely drink today. I'm scared
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