ugh not again no

@Snuchu, @Kurra - thank you

@Former-Member I've been reading this thread. All I've got to say is I believe in you - you've shown a strength very few of us have.

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@Briar wrote:

i'm sorry for complaining. i am just so so over this. i don't want this life.

Hey @Former-Member I'm sorry to hear that you're doing it so tough. I know what you're going through and it is so tough. I hope you can keep talking here.

I'll be at work tomorrow but I will be able to post if you want to talk. Big hugs

@Former-Member hey buddy, how are you? If you're up to it, it would be great to chat.

hey @Former-Member good to hear that you're ok. A good set of health professionals can make all the difference.

From your writing I totally get how you feel. But I really do feel you can get better - you do show a real strength.

I wanna give you a few lines out of a song. I've posted these before but they really did help when I was at my worst. But I think I'll add a few more lines in for you.

Check out my swag' yo, I walk like a ballplayer
No matter where you go, you are what you are player
And you can try to change but that's just the top layer
Man, you was who you was 'fore you got here
Only God can judge me, so I'm gone
Either love me, or leave me alone

I dunno it always said to me that the illness isn't me. Underneath it all I'm still who I am and I should be proud of that. Hopefully it might shine a little light into that darkness you talk about.