Sleeping too much

Hi @Former-Member I haven't found a 'reading possie' at this place if that makes sense. I did get thru couple books when in camp other week, and still have a bag full of books cos thought wld be in camp longer

Why? Ok here's a hug @Former-Member xo

Sending you a big hug @Former-Member 😙💜
I'm guessing you were reminded about your girl, talking about crocheting the blanket. 😢

The photo you put up still hasn't downloaded, will look another time.

I'll be out most of tomorrow, counselling and group. 😮😨

Hope you're ok and sleep well. 😴
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Nighty night to you TAWNEY, @Appleblossom @TAB and anyone else here. 😴💕

Nite Frau Bella @Former-Member 😸

Peace out Tawns 😸 @Former-Member

Thanks @Appleblossom, @TAB, @Former-Member, for cyber hugs & well wishes. Sometimes waves of emotion just hit me, but tears can be good too. I'm wondering if my pic of dog wrapped in the blanket was actually approved (can you see it?), pretty cute I think. Apple - your pics came through, thank you - but the first one puzzles me, where in life would there ever be a scene like that? Maybe the childrens home i was in at 11yo, but not, maybe I'm missing something. Think I might have messed up as a mum, I don't know. Best not start talking about all that.

There's thunder and rain again outside, good weather for housework. Bit over feeling alone. Didn't get to ladies bible study or church this week - feel guilty about that - but I've done the shop & have you guys. My only visitor (formally known as VC, visiting critic, because she's critical) wants to come for coffee Thursday. Hmm, this might motivate me to tidy up a little - vacuum & mop.

I'm a bit concerned about my confusion toward 'the church' atm, not wanting to go etc - if its symboluc of my standing with God or not? (if you knew the things peoole have said to me). Seriously need to pray about that one. More weary about getting close to people now, especially those who seem critical (or is it 'just in my head' like they say?). How do you / we keep putting ourself 'out there' with people. The church is supposed to be 'a safe place' ("love one another as I have loved you" etc, but maybe not for supersensitives, 'mixed up' - hurting people like me. Should be, maybe, or do I expect too much? Who knows. Times like this a loving objective husband might be useful. My psychologist got stressed out in one of my recent sessions trying to get through to me that 'everyone disappoints and hurts us' - that's life. Gosh, she might as well have smashed me with a four-be-two (4B2), ouchy! - are we really all that alone in the world?

Hmm, this thunderstorm is unnerving - need a cuppa - onyone want one?

...over thinking?? .. @Former-Member