Sleeping too much

Hello @Former-Member, @Faith-and-Hope, @Zoe7, @PurpleFlowers, @TAB

@PurpleFlowers, i love your picture xx

how is everyone tonight

Well I have Kidney disease and now borderline diabetes and the specialist said there is nothing i can do about it

OHHHH YEA !!!!

Hi @PurpleFlowers

I copied some clip art a while back - I cound the emoticons here were not quite enough for what I want the picture telling the 1,000 words say for me - and the Blue Fire Ball seems to say a lot about the Crying Until we are Blue in the Face etc - or people having so much anger inside them facing down helpless little kids - oh dear

Anyway - about disorders and therapies - it seems as if there is a name for every uncomfortable emotional feeling and a tag for it and a cure for it with initials that can be mixed up - and somehow I find it comforting to know I am not alone in being emotionally fragile -

I had a bad day yesterday - aw - one of those mornings when I seemed to drop everything I picked up and I felt like crying and eventually gave up and went back to bed and slept for a while - and at least I took my cat to the vet for a weight check and a feline mani-pedi - and maybe I was over-anxious about her weight loss - and she is losing weight - but not too much - but at least they are not worried about the possibility of her having cancer yet - though if she keeps losing weight - yes - it's a possibility

I'm impressed with the way they trimmed her claws though - I don't know how they did it but it feels as if they have been filed and buffed - no sharp edges but rather nice smooth ends and her paws feel soft and she can't accidently claw me atm -

But today was an anniversary - and it was okay - maybe I just felt bad yesterday and got it out of my system - whatever it was I have been busy in a good way and a friend wrapped my Christmas Presents for me - I am really clumsy at that

After all the chat - I hope you are okay - I am really glad you have joined the site - you really do fit into the Forum Family well and have a lot to offer

Thanks Purple

Dec

After your beginning to the day you have achieved so much @Former-Member - well done

It's really tough looking forward to something that you think may not happen. Try and keep positive thoughts and if needed I'll be around all weekend checking in on you Definitely be around Monday morning - at the moment feeling like I can look a few days ahead and not worry about whether I'll make it through to tomorrow. Sending huge hugs and positive vibes your way xx

Hey @Former-Member,

sorry ive been AWOL, fighting my own demons. I am my own worst enemy. I hope your boy turns up but remember they are young and come from a different generation where they just change plans constantly. It drives me crazy, technology is a good thing but wow their plans change from minute to minute. I cope ok but my mum gets upset and frustrated with my boys. I know you'll get some satisfaction from cleaning up though.

I see you are trying so hard to take the things that you are learning in therapy and it makes me proud of you (and sometimes a little jealous at your resolve and dedication to making it work). You are leading the way for a few of us and sometimes it is hard to be the leader when your on your own but you are doing a great job. I've learned a lot about myself today. Not sure how it all fits together yet but it has helped to learn them.

Anyway, I hope things work out well on the weekend for you. I think I'm still very erratic and sorry if I'm not there so much for you but you are in my heart. 💜🤗💐🤗💜

Hi @darrenhayes

It's good to see you trying to join in here Darren - I think people have yet to know you

I had a bad day yesterday but I have been okay today - I have written about it - sometimes we have to write something about ourselves because it takes time for people to now what's happening in our lives

So hi peeps - this is Darren and he has severe head and spinal injuries - he really wants to join in - he has shared some of his health problems with me

Maybe this will help - lots of luck

Decadian