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Sleeping too much
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@BlueBay, thinking of you, looking, just wondering if you'r ok today, after that writing therapy thread a day or two back. Stay on track - in my prayers 🌷
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Faith-and-HopeSenior Contributor
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Yum 😊
Thanks @Former-Member
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Thanks @Former-Member
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Unknown userMember
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Ye, of cause, everyone's welcome for 🎃 soup tonight 🍲🍲🍲🍲🍲 eta 6pm
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Hi @Former-Member. Looking forward to the soup. Lucky it's Friday feast to share it. 😊💜 feeling kind of jealous now I didn't make some. 😊
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Unknown userMember
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@Former-Member, Oh yeh, 'Friday Feast' good idea.
This is my 5am post the mods made me edit the first sentences 😒
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" Why am i awake? sinking nothingness & isolation feels heavy already, who knows. Surprised i still think like this with the recent increase dose of antidepressant. Not sure what else to do. Hoping its seasonal too. Both my long hospitalisations (breakdowns) were winter, doing my bit for the economy staying out of there at least. 2k a day the nurses were telling us last time (made me feel awful).
My 11th hour late dash to woolies last night, my girl talked to me 💜. I noticed the vibrant hair colours on the shelf which my girl would love. As i picked up the box of her favourite colour, vibrant purple, she spoke to me - clear as a bell "go mum!" she said. I turned but shes not there. Love it when she visits though, in spirit.
Tempted to die my hair 💜 purple for my son's grad, as a way of bringing his sister along, but her older bro may not appreciate it, or share the same sentiment, he always felt displaced by her arrival. it may even anger him angry with me again, embarrassed or something. & spit baby Dragon fireballs my way for another year 😕. No, Have to work at being as inconspicuous as possible but definitely present. Might save the purple hair for her 19th birthday in Nov. We're always alone then. Miss her so much.
Listening to the soft rain on my tin roof 💧💧💧, doggy is snuggled up by my knees.
This is my 5am post the mods made me edit the first sentences 😒
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" Why am i awake? sinking nothingness & isolation feels heavy already, who knows. Surprised i still think like this with the recent increase dose of antidepressant. Not sure what else to do. Hoping its seasonal too. Both my long hospitalisations (breakdowns) were winter, doing my bit for the economy staying out of there at least. 2k a day the nurses were telling us last time (made me feel awful).
My 11th hour late dash to woolies last night, my girl talked to me 💜. I noticed the vibrant hair colours on the shelf which my girl would love. As i picked up the box of her favourite colour, vibrant purple, she spoke to me - clear as a bell "go mum!" she said. I turned but shes not there. Love it when she visits though, in spirit.
Tempted to die my hair 💜 purple for my son's grad, as a way of bringing his sister along, but her older bro may not appreciate it, or share the same sentiment, he always felt displaced by her arrival. it may even anger him angry with me again, embarrassed or something. & spit baby Dragon fireballs my way for another year 😕. No, Have to work at being as inconspicuous as possible but definitely present. Might save the purple hair for her 19th birthday in Nov. We're always alone then. Miss her so much.
Listening to the soft rain on my tin roof 💧💧💧, doggy is snuggled up by my knees.
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BlueBaySenior Contributor
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Hi @Former-Member
Feeling flat, depressed, cold and teary. I am sick of feeling like this. I was okay after the other thread the other day. But it's starting again, my thoughts are terrible, work was crap with a co-worker who is annoying me but i can't say anything.
i guess i am still anxious about my son leaving on a holiday overseas this sunday. i have been picturing my son having a good time but i am also visualising me at the airport 😞
Maybe this cold freezing weather is not helping with my moods.
how are you tonight?
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Hi @BlueBay, nice to see you. Sorry its such a struggle for you at the moment too. I'm impressed you hove held onto your job through it all. When you do feel better you'll be glad you didn't quit. Make sure you plan a really positive holiday away next you get leave.
I really do think the weather affect us. Its not so bad for me since I've been taking Vit-D. I have a theory thats why the northern hemisphere chose winter to have Christmas Festivities - to boost human spirits.
Better go serve up my pumpkin soup.
Stay strong 💕
I really do think the weather affect us. Its not so bad for me since I've been taking Vit-D. I have a theory thats why the northern hemisphere chose winter to have Christmas Festivities - to boost human spirits.
Better go serve up my pumpkin soup.
Stay strong 💕
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DecadianSenior Contributor
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Hi @BlueBay
The weather is definitely going to make those of us who are vulnerable a hard time - I have been feeling emotionally brittle all day with max backache - how about the wind??????
You made your decison and that bucked you up for a while - and now it's the weekend - but still you are waiting for your hosptial admission - and it must be like watching a slow-bicycle race - I wish I had a suitable pic for you
Yes - you are not in any shape to put up with a co-worker who is butting into your survival mode - I had a spell of that myself today - someone helping with my domestic care - I just wanted to be left alone but surprised at the questions - d'uh - normally I wouldn't bother but yes - I get it
Let's hope you get into hospital quickly - let's hope you can have a peaceful weekend
And I don't mean that in a flip way - I mean that it is likely to have bad moments - but maybe you can get some rest - you always seem better at the weekend
But the weather is what it is - rotten - and everyone is talking about it
Ahhhhhhhhhhhh - I will look for a pic for you if i have time later
Decadian
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DecadianSenior Contributor
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I love the bug tea F&H - can we have bug coffee
Some typos become part of the dialogues - let's keep them and treasure them and love them
Dec
Some typos become part of the dialogues - let's keep them and treasure them and love them
Dec
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BlueBaySenior Contributor
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Hi @Decadian
I hope you are in not too much pain with your back. And being so freezing cold it wouldn't help.
Yes I tried to call my psych today but his office was closed. so i will call him on monday and either speak to him or go and see him. i am hoping he has put in my paperwork for the hospital.
I am at the moment kntting my scarf, hopefully i will finish off tonight or tomorrow.
hopefully you can stay warm and are not in too much pain. It doesn't help mentally when you are in pain.
chat soon, take care xxxooo
