Dealing with intrusive thoughts - my struggle!

Yeah that's pretty much what my gp said to me @Angels333. The one major benefit I have, is I can't have my gallbladder out again (I had it removed when my baby was 9 weeks old).

Thanks @Bunniekins 💚💚

Thank you for your thoughtful reply @Former-Member.💚💜 No I don't feel guilty about this loss. It just happens. I feel guilty about even considering bringing another life into a world that is dying and can't sustain the life it has. I feel guilty because i wanted to die last year. How can I be a good parent to 2nd child? It's so complicated... 😫

Sending lots of s @Molliex I feel for you as I had a similar experience and similar questions around it, timing, my situation meaning I was concerned about being a parent again despite wanting it so much ... etc.

Hang in there while you grieve, be gentle with yourself. Sorry it's taken me days to see your post. I can see you have some solid support here and hope it's helpful for you. Take care xoxo

Thank you @eth 🌼💚

Thinking of you @Molliex

Thank you @eth . I'm actually doing quite well. I have my psychologist appointment today and I think it will be a good session. I sent him a long email with what has been going on, so it makes things easier for our actual time.

I read in your thread (that I haven't replied to yet, sorry!) that you were finally making some headway with your housing applicaiton. It must feel good to be making progress on something that has been bothering you/hanging over you for a while. Learning how much of your income goes towards medical expenses must be disheartening. I always feel quite sad when I see my out of pocket expenses on medicare.

Wishing you a productive week ahead @eth

Thanks @Molliex Hope your appointment is a good one. I'll be starting with a new psychologist on Friday. After over 3 years with the previous one. She had to leave suddenly due to problems with her pregnancy. I just found out last week from my psychiatrist that she actually did do a referral and history letter about me, just didn't send me a copy, but it did go to psychiatrist, gp and new psychologist. Expecting the first session will mostly be just introductions, history and housekeeping paperwork and feeling pretty stirred up about having disclosure with yet another new person. But still looking forward to it overall. Must check that it's going to be telehealth. Have a nice day with some highlights in it xx

Hi @Molliex

I'm so sorry I didn't reply. Even though you tagged me I just read the post.
and I'm sorry that you had a miscarriage.
sending you loving hugs ❤️🤗❤️🤗

Thank you @BlueBay 💙 I'm doing ok now.