Real life Friends

I don’t have many friends. Actually only three. I have a lot of people I know but not close friends.

Growing up I never had any friends st school. Not primary nor high school.

I suppose you could say I was a real loser and a loner 😢

i got thinking that even my three close friends don’t even care. They don’t call me to see how I am or to have a chat. They don’t offer to go away fir a girls weekend. But yet they all do with other friends.

I’m tired of being the one to invite my friends to come over for a coffee. I’m sick and tired of me always texting them to say hi how are you. And I get nothing in return.

Are they really “my friends”

we need friends. I would love to share my thoughts to my close friends.

But unfortunately I did that once snd my friend told me that she didn’t want to listen to my issues snymire. And thst I had no idea of what I was doing to her!!!!

i was shocked snd so hurt. I was abandoned by her.

Anyway it’s pretty lonely without real life friends.

Msybe it’s because of my mentsl health. Msybe they don’t like me Anymore. It really hurts.

I know I have lots of friends on here.

And I’m grateful for your friendship.

How do your friends relate to you?