@Zoe7 @Appleblossom @MDT @Meowmy @Sophia1
And anyone else who cares to read or reply....
I remember the doctor saying to me about the mental health services. 'They'll never let you go ' and it turned out to be true . They never let me go.
Originally it was a couple of scripts that the doctor give me . And i didn't take the medicine as prescribed . Didn't take it seriously. Was probably in denial about being depressed.
In hindsight i wish I'd taken the original scripts of medicine as prescribed and looked for work or went back to get an education . But I really couldn't see away forward that would of kept everyone happy . And fitted into the guidelines.
Any way got lured and roped back into time and time again until the diagnosis become serious and the meds became heavy. And until i was totally absorbed by the mhs. Who knows where I'd be without it anyway...