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Writing As A Form Of Therapy

Writing As A Form Of Therapy

Hi all,

I have found throughout the course of my life that writing has been a constant companion to me. It has provided me with a way to vent my frustrations, to grapple with the eternal verities of life that confound and delight me, to explore ideas and concepts, and to try to put into words the often chaotic moods and thoughts that result from having a mind that's a little bit odd...

I have written lots of poems, especially in the last 3 or 4 years, dealing with depression and bipolar. They help me to process and understand some of the things that are happening in this twisted little noodle of mine. As such, writing has become one of my main forms of therapy.

One of the best things that I find about writing is that it can act as a kind of mood diary. I can read things that I had previously written, and it will quite often map out where I was at during the time of writing. The words I spread across the page act as signposts of my progress, too. As my self knowledge increases and my life journey progresses, I find that it affects how I write and what I write...

Often, we do not see the thousands of tiny little changes to our selves that our life experiences cause over the years. It can be very helpful to re-read old writings, in order to see how far we have come, what we have improved, where we have fallen back into old harmful habits, and the things that we have learned.

The language that we use in our writings and in our thoughts and in our speech is very important. It can reveal a lot about our selves, our states of mind, and our moods...

That language, it can become a self-fulfilling prophecy. I believe that we attract certain kinds of people around us, and create (or at least influence) life situations based on our choice of language. It helps define who we are as a person.

Negative thinking, self-deprecation, self-hatred, these sorts of dangerous life traps are often revealed in our choice of words. So too are the positive things. It all starts with a glass. How we describe the glass and the quantity and quality of its contents, that's where language comes into it, and it can shape our very lives and the lives of those around us.

Writing... it is my solace and my main tool of self-analysis. It is my favourite form of therapy...

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@bipolarbunny thank you BB it has been a better week. So fingers crossed it lasts. I like the colder sunny weather. I am a snap frozen pea and like the weather that way :D.xx

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@HenryX Hey HenryX I see you there 😄 I hope you are doing well too xx

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I'm so thankful for your voice @bipolarbunny. It's a gift you're sharing. I lost my capacity for inner narrative when on 150% the recommended maximum of an antidepressant. I was having a little weep before you posted "Never give up" the other night. Please keep writing. Ì still struggle for words but appreciate poetry all the more.

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Wonderful poem @bipolarbunny 😀❤

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@Dimity I'm so glad you can find comfort in my verse. I'm so sorry the meds have silenced your inner narrative. That's a fear of mine, that I will no longer be able to write when I'm fully medicated. It's such a positive therapy for me to be able to make sense of what runs about my head through poetry. I know I write prolifically when I'm unwell, I don't write as often when I'm well but the themes change depending on my mood. I'm not sure if the chaos drives it, sometimes I'll write and not even remember doing so. My tdoc has been a wonderful influence. He challenges me with "poetic assignments" almost every session. When I started I don't think either of us realised the impact it would have on my recovery.
If you ever decide to give your thoughts a voice, just grab a pen and write. Whatever comes into your head. As long as it comes from inside you, it will be your truth and that can can be incredibly empowering and freeing. big hugs xxx

BB 🐰❤️

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Very early on in my sessions with my tdoc. We got to talking about what I liked. I mentioned that I had some bonsai a long time ago and that I was always fascinated by Asian gardens and so he suggested why don't I keep a little Japanese garden in my room. "Buy a bonsai, or ten", were his words I believe, lol. So after that session I went out and bought a little bonsai tree and that night I wrote a little poem about "Ping".

My Little Bonsai

My little bonsai, sitting in a pot,

Trim here, tie there, twist in a knot,

Limbs so eloquent reaching for hope,

To save my soul from a slippery slope.

My little bonsai, cute as can be,

Move here, flow there, zen to a T,

Lovingly shaped with a delicate feel,

Restores my world with balance & zeal.

My little bonsai, larger than life,

Prune here, mist there, save me from strife,

Growing so strong with elegant grace,

Always bringing a smile to my face.

My little bonsai, token of peace,

Breathe here, sigh there, stressors release,

Embrace my room with an aura of light,

Protect me from the darkness at night.

My little bonsai, miniature tree,

Mind here, thoughts there, feelings set free,

Small but mighty, always stand tall,

My little bonsai, symbol for all.

© BB - 29 Oct 2020

This is Ping, who is a Ping Juniper. He's grown quite a bit since this pic was taken. I need to get him a brother, maybe a Japanese Maple 🙂 xx BB 🐰❤️

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Wonderful @bipolarbunny Wordless.

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@Appleblossom hugs xx

BB 🐰❤️

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Yeah, it's been a rough month. Very thankful I can write it out and crack open some light. Warning, this one is pretty raw.
BB 🐰💙

Wretched


This wretched illness, grief en masse,
Has wedged apart a deep crevasse,
Of sorrow, anger, guilt and shame,
Encased inside this swathe of pain.

This wretched life, I sabotage,
Is shrouded by a dark mirage,
Engulfed by storms that plague my soul,
I fall into an empty hole.

This wretched night, I just want out,
I cannot breathe, I cannot shout,
This rage that boils within my throat,
Is aggravating every note.

This wretched noise, inside my head,
Has opened all the wounds I’ve bled,
I want to scream, I want to cry,
There’s part of me that wants to die.

This wretched feeling in my heart,
Has ripped my very soul apart,
The panic that consumes my mind,
Has found a vicious axe to grind.

This wretched voice, that won’t shut up,
Echoes inside it’s empty cup,
The rhetoric of sullen verse,
Is simply just my toxic curse.

This wretched prose, that paves the way,
For me to have one final say,
Has left me short of joy to spread,
I’m trapped inside my wretched head.

© BB – 10 April 2021

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My Little Bonsai poem is beautiful @bipolarbunny

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