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Writing As A Form Of Therapy

Writing As A Form Of Therapy

Hi all,

I have found throughout the course of my life that writing has been a constant companion to me. It has provided me with a way to vent my frustrations, to grapple with the eternal verities of life that confound and delight me, to explore ideas and concepts, and to try to put into words the often chaotic moods and thoughts that result from having a mind that's a little bit odd...

I have written lots of poems, especially in the last 3 or 4 years, dealing with depression and bipolar. They help me to process and understand some of the things that are happening in this twisted little noodle of mine. As such, writing has become one of my main forms of therapy.

One of the best things that I find about writing is that it can act as a kind of mood diary. I can read things that I had previously written, and it will quite often map out where I was at during the time of writing. The words I spread across the page act as signposts of my progress, too. As my self knowledge increases and my life journey progresses, I find that it affects how I write and what I write...

Often, we do not see the thousands of tiny little changes to our selves that our life experiences cause over the years. It can be very helpful to re-read old writings, in order to see how far we have come, what we have improved, where we have fallen back into old harmful habits, and the things that we have learned.

The language that we use in our writings and in our thoughts and in our speech is very important. It can reveal a lot about our selves, our states of mind, and our moods...

That language, it can become a self-fulfilling prophecy. I believe that we attract certain kinds of people around us, and create (or at least influence) life situations based on our choice of language. It helps define who we are as a person.

Negative thinking, self-deprecation, self-hatred, these sorts of dangerous life traps are often revealed in our choice of words. So too are the positive things. It all starts with a glass. How we describe the glass and the quantity and quality of its contents, that's where language comes into it, and it can shape our very lives and the lives of those around us.

Writing... it is my solace and my main tool of self-analysis. It is my favourite form of therapy...

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The mental health system have labeled me as mentally ill.
They have labeled and diagnosed me with schizoaffective disorder.
They have tried their best too help me live up to societies expectations.
And they have enforced the idea that I need medication every step of the way.
Every bit of information I research about this diagnosis on the Internet is basically condemning me and giving me a life long sentence of suffering.
They have basically classified my mind as being mentally ill.
They have given me the impression that everything in my mind is based around an illness that cannot be cured.
They have been trained and qualified and financed in a methodical text book way.
And they have given me text book answers for their text book problem which has become like a merry go round for me.
They inject me in my two major arm muscles every month with anti psychotic pharmaceutical drugs.
And they are paid too know no other way while my life deteriorates.
They have become the people who I need to apply forgiveness to the most for their savage and primitive ways.
They have become the people in my life who cause the most suffering to my body.
They have taken the place of every other person who has been involved in causing my mental health issues.
They have caused me so much pain.
They are there on the other end of the phone for every minute of the day with more excuses and more answers that don't help.
They handball me from professional too professional and I think it is a dead end game.
There must be many others out there like me who feel the same.
I think that one more more trip to the doctor will help them see things my way.
I think that if I can explain things to the psychiatrist properly finally they'll understand.
I think that if I can finally get the nurse to see things from my side of the story the pain they are causing me will end.
I wake up every morning with the pain they are causing me in my arms muscles and in my brain.
They have become the ones I blame.
They have become the people who have caused me all my pain.
They have made me a victim to the mental health system.
And they have blamed the illness in my brain.
They have said all my episodes were caused bye the symptoms and they have disregarded the reality of my ways.
Although I've given them the answers from within my rational and perfectly normal mind they choose to walk the path of denial.
I laugh at their pitiful ways.
Until the end of my days I will never understand the ignorance they have inflicted on my perfectly normal brain.

Eude. The perfectly normal person. Caught in a perfectly deranged world. Who lives in a perfectly twisted system.

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hope that your expressing your feelings into words on here is of some help...

@BlueBay

hoping that your feelings are not too overwhelming ...

that you have trust in your therapist...

be gentle with yourself when feeling so fragile...it is times when we feel at our worst that we can do the most damage to ourselves....

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@eudemonism

your thoughts are flowing...bubbling up from within...

keep on expressing...

we are all here for you

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Thanks @Former-Member.
I struggle at times with my emotions
I'm sort of ok this morning
Trying to stay on top of things

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Ahhh, @eudemonism...

Eude, this is something that is such a problem in our current (and supposedly) enlightened societies... sure, we've moved on a bit from the hellish places mental asylums were in the 1900s or earlier... but we still have sooooo much more to learn...

We are monkeys poking at a rocket launcher with sticks when it comes to our understanding of the human brain... I've heard clinical psychiatrists say that our current understanding of the brain is akin to our understanding of the human heart in the 1950s... my personal take is that this is being generous of our current understanding... we really don't know jack...

I gain some hope from the fact that we are slowly and steadily improving our body of knowledge on the brain and its associated disorders (or what we currently call disorders)...

There are so many of us who are suffering through our mental quirks, gifts and curses... the last thing that we need is a one-size-fits-all system of treatment, where often the side effects become as big a problem or bigger than the initial condition...

I'm an odd one... I have some strange beliefs... I believe that I have a quirky brain that often responds with very dramatic and sudden changes in operating conditions and energy levels and intensity... I believe that my own personal spectrums of moods; energy levels; and thought intensity and speed exceed the ranges that my society currently deems "normal" (whatever the heck that is... hahaha...)

I believe they call it bipolar, but to me, well, I am just me... I am not bipolar, although I fall into the trap of saying "I am bipolar" often... it is what society does to people... society brands someone, and then that person is that thing that they have been branded with...

I say "Poppycock! Twaddle! Piffle!" to that...

I am not my label... I am just me, trying my very hardest to be a better me than I was before, because in my view it is a matter of life and death when you live on the edge of the human experience like we do...

And so I will continue on my rambling stumbling way along my path to the pathless land of truth... it involves a lot of introspection... a lot of selfishness in order to set yourself right before you can healthily help other people in a balanced way... what is it they say on the planes before takeoff? "Fit your own oxygen mask before assisting others."...

I hope that I am never put into direct conflict with my society, for I would not want any enforced treatment to get in the way of me getting better at living with a quirky brain that just goes a bit too high and a bit too low and a bit all over the place...

Hugs and happy vibes beaming to all... remember, you are loved... 🙂

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That's very well written @Silenus today I've tried using other parts of my brain instead of the frontal loab cortex. (the forid area) as I believe that is where all the receiving and giving of emotional responses take place.

You know that immediate. What to think? What to feel? What to do? Reaction process? Perhaps it is only the... What to think process that happens in the frontal loab cortex region...

So I've tried thinking with other parts of my brain... I think / believe... That this area of the brain is very active in childhood and teenage years and needs to develop... Like a mental puberty type of thing...

So when we are primarily looking to provide our needs for ourselves. I think that area is alive with activity... And it becomes a bad habit and causes bad traits to form... Bad emotional reactions too the world around us and our past lives and perceived futures. As we desperately try to get what we need out of life.

So I'm trying to put all this stuff I'm processing. In different regions of my brain. Bye thoughts and bye recognizing that I can feel huge amounts of energy going through and building up in the... Forid area of my brain...

Worth a try I suppose. So instead of having this spontaneous reaction to problems which are in the way of my needs. And then giving the same old emotional reaction. I'm trying to get different reactions.

Repentance and forgiveness forever

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A harsh and cruel world of fists, pushes, taunts, head-flushes, scornful laughter, and (worst of all) total unattached disdain from 99.9 percent of the people I suddenly found myself surrounded by taught me to retreat inwards at the tender age of eight...

A natural response, as the snail's eye stalks, when touched, will rapidly retreat within to relative safety...

I have studied this for endless hours in gentle Mindfulness meditation, observing the natural response in the snail, and seeing its exact equal in my own responses to pain or danger...

This sort of introspection teaches one much about oneself...

I bang on about this thing... "the pathless land of truth"... these aren't just throwaway words, you know... they are a core part of my life philosophy...

I believe we need no guru but ourselves... that is not to say that we will not need the help and support of others, but that ultimately we are responsible for our own health and wellbeing, for who else knows us better than ourselves?

There is simple and profound truth in nature and in the surroundings all around you... look for the infinite gifts that they provide, by quieting the discord of the soul and mind of thoughts so that you can notice them...

This is what Mindfulness is, pure and simple...

It is the quiet underneath the chaos... focus on it, and it will bring you calmness and peace...

From that point of peace and quiet can you begin to conduct the rigorous and lengthy and painful process of increasing self knowledge and brutal honesty... trust me, it ain't pretty, and you will need all of your strength and energy to survive it...

It is akin to a forging process... the sword screams as it is quenched, all in order to strengthen it...

Eventually, you come out the other side, a little wiser, a little more scarred, but somehow the things that used to stuff you right up suddenly have lost quite so much of their power to confound you and trigger you...

This is the journey to the pathless land of truth... there is no guru but you, so be the best guru that you can do...

Simple profound truth is everywhere... take the time and energy to still the noise and rush and confusion, and seek it... it will profoundly change your life...

And it's your own path, tailor-made by you, feeling your way forward with eye stalks extended, looking for truth wherever it may be...

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I am very aware of sensations in different parts of my brain. @eudemonism

Like you@Silenus I have done a lot of meditation.

It helped me get through 30 years. I was very aware of the intense heat and overactivity of my hypothalamus etc right nera my neck, but now it seems to be settling. There are not all the threats and overstimulation of my childhood, adolescence and early motherhood. In many ways, life has been very settled for the last 15 years. That is good.

It is good to see you both chat.

I like having a mix of genders on the forum. It brings out different qualities and strands of thought ...

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Over everything
Very tired
Emotional exhaustion
Rest.... Wish it was an option
Weary
Help needed
Everything too much
Losing strength
Majorly stressed
Exhausted
Done with it all dont want to keep the mask on anymore

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