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depressed or lazy
I have struggled with depression anxiety most my life and ebb back & forth in functioning. It really bugs me that i can't get my house in order. Staying focused is my biggest problem (going from room to room forgetting where i started) and decision making with each item (chuck it? keep it? where to put it? where do i keep its others? I can't remember? where can i put it that i'll remember? �😕 it? What if i chuck it & end up REALLY needing it later etc etc). I've had the motivation this last 3 days but it looks worse, feels like I'm not getting far & i haven't even got to my girls room.
Do i try have a garage sale or is that beyond me theze days (re huge orgsnisational skills required?
My memory is so shot, even got lost in familiar places twice last year - thought i was getting early dementia but dr says its stress & BPD.
Anyway, maybe some of you OCD guys can give some tips.
This old house is too much for me now (especially the roof & garden) so i gotta clear out to move on before i slowly die chasing my tail alone.
Is this common with depression (to dither so)? And how do i handle it? I can't access ANY practical help. I have thoughts images of torchingTheLot i don't know how else to i'm escape it. I dream of running away in a Winnebago & never coming back.
Can anyone figure out whats going on with me. Everyone else i know keep their homes so much better. Am i being hard on myself or should i keep pushing?