Happiness

@eudemonismwell I am glad no one bad is here to get you! Enjoy your chips

Morning @eudemonism

I am sorry that you are having so many issues with your medication. It is a hard subject. We don't want to rely on medication but we need it to semi function. I have to see my psychiatrist today and am up to the thrid lot of different meds to try and find ones that help me. It is a long, dawn out, annoying process.

Is there something you can do for yourself to make you feel better? What do you do for self care?

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Hi @Former-Member I hope you are HAPPY & JOYFUL!

I am not going over to @outlanders Thread again here! As I was Tagged to get me away from here to there & where I sure can not have HAPPINESS, with what you wrote to me. Li1 all I did was love you here in HAPPINESS. YOU Li1 Tagged ME to @outlanders Thread & then you said unkind words that could make feel sad me to me & I feel intimididated by your words'. This is not fair & I love you! you knew what you were doing, not all action is because of Mental Illness. I was going to leave Sane lovingly, until I had you asking me to stay because it looked like you cared & loved me & didn't want me to go?.... I will end up very sadened if you don't stop Tagging me ok, or you come over here & tell those same words to me here, instead of doing it in that Threadt, which is not the right way. I am tired & I have had enough, & have far too much on my plate to be hassled by you Li1, just because I am loving you the very best way from my heart of hearts even tho my past comes back to me such a lot, & my way of dealing with hurt & pain is foriveness & Love, & if I were not a lover of MY ABBA FATHER & HIS Loving Truth I could not help myself personally nor want to help others in my having my own experiences of many many years of suffering, just like others do in here, now that is truth & I can Rejoice & be Happy because of ABBA Father ! AMEN & AMEN! greenpea,( plus one other in Forum), & everyone can see that, if not they may now?
I just can not put up with you being unkind to me & emtional upset brought on my self anymore!! because of a few people unkind & unwilling to accept who I am & my beliefs with the respect to me personally, in here at the moment? I have 100% right to be treated with respect this is WONDERFUL MH service & Forum & just because I am a Christian & some people may have bad experiences with Religion I am not religious I am a lover of GOD & HIS creation & that includes HIS GREATEST creation HIS MASTERPIECE & that are all people on earth! We all have free will, that is why there are so many world problems? Not GODS doing, will of man. If all would just try putting GOD first & not people & self you/they would like what I like & know to be Truth? This why I can love from my broken heart yet whole with protection from GODS way, which I gave my will to GOD a very long time ago. Then I was given a beautiful heart which is why I am Bella= beautiful GOD given heart! No other way for me to love like I do without that gift. Its free & takes time step by step just like anything worth while. Instant is just for a short time, Slowly trusting as if we don't trust something then will be sad for sure, I trust & wait & learn & see result then repeat until I know 4 sure this is real & amazingly I can be here telling anyone that with all I have gone through for so many years? about 40? If they choose to listen/read ok, there is no pressure just telling you so my example is maybe something for anyone to at least see & think maybe I will try too? never hurt anyone to try, hey? I am made just the same as all people, I am no body special in this world, but with LOVE & from ABBA father I am special to GOD & I can shine & grow into a Sunflower maybe then someone even you can see this must come from something, I want some too?

Now I am crying because I am just like you just flesh & made the same. I am feeling now that I have given so much I hope & I pray that one day you may grow in a Sunflower & Shine too, remember its not instant but rewarding when you see the change in self & just like feeling unwell most times, now you start to feel HAPPINESS & JOY even if sometimes! Better than not , hey think about it, if you like, no pressure, only if you choose that?

LOVE is all I have done since joining this site?
I can not even have a Fairy PIC near my name any more or I will be seen as a programme?

sad hey, any way, I will live!

I l always will Forgive & continue to Love those who upset me, but will not aprove of bad attempts to to take my GOD given JOY & HAPPINESS, or anyone that is coming in a place of my Peace & JOY, HAPPINESS! I have a Heart of LOVE! Amen <><

I am leaving this site will not be returning, so that I can keep my Equalibrium & Dignity. I already have my Sanity that no one can take from me either! AMEN <>< 🙂

My real Love Always!
bye

The Sunflowers are ME & who ever, I hope all!....... maybe, I can only hope & pray hey!!
xo 🙂

@Former-Member can you please connect with @Former-Member here.

@Former-Member- I can hear how things are really hard for you at the moment. I have just caught up on the conversation from this morning. I think it's really important to stay with those who share your interests at the moment, especially if it's causing you stress and unhappiness to be here around people who don't have similar views. I also think it's really important to not tag Li1 being that Li asked you not to anymore. There's a place for everyone here, including you Bella and I really hope things feel better for you soon.