I just want to drive and drive and never come back

Hi @Razzle,

There's lots of pain and anguish in your post. I am sorry that things are feeling so difficult at the moment. It can be really hard to keep up the happy facade when you just want to scream! Hopefully getting things of your chest and sharing with others on the forum will help you to feel less isolated.

I feel a bit concerned that you might have been feeling suicidal when you wrote your post as you talked about hating your life and wanting to leave it behind you.

If you are dealing with thoughts of suicide then don't struggle on alone and please do reach out for support. You might find the services below useful if there is not someone there with you who can offer you the support that you deserve,

Lifeline: 13 11 14 or Crisis Chat

Suicide call back service: 1300 659 467 or online counselling

Samaritans: 135 247

If in immediate danger: 000

It's like you know me! Take me with you! 💓💓💓

@Razzle@Lemonjuice That’s exacyly how I’m feeling right now. And want to go the same.

Take care. I’m hearing you lovely ❤️

@Razzle@BlueBay maybe we ought to hire a car or bus cause I think there's are few of us feeling like this...Thelma and Louise comes to mind. 💓

Sounds good to me @Lemonjuice

ive been wanting to drive off snd not come back fir a while. And the way I’m feeling snd triggered today I could go.

@BlueBay lol, just fixed my station wagon today. Too bad they won't let us share details...what an adventure we could have.

Hi there all,
It seems like a few of you are struggling this evening so I thought it might be good to remind you that the forums are not be the best place to bring a crisis. Please do reach out to one of your usual supports or one of the services below if you are dealing with intense suicidal thoughts right now. Otherwise, please continue to make the most of the supportive community here on the forums. Take care.

Lifeline: 13 11 14 or Crisis Chat

Suicide call back service: 1300 659 467 or online counselling

Samaritans: 135 247

If in immediate danger: 000

I contacted the chat online service. It was good to get the support I so needed @Former-Member

Thankyou for reminding us.

@Lemonjuice

@BlueBay

I wish there was a week or 2 a year where it’s law that we can just take off no questions asked and just get away from it all.

Sounds a bit like a few of us need a break. Not feeling much better today, this stupid argument rallied on for another night.

Still cant get any decent sleep. It’s so hard to think straight when your brain is in a sleep deprived fog all the time.

I’m so glad you reached out for help @BlueBay, I half looked at the help lines this morning, but just felt too exhausted to even talk to anyone. I got an email from @Former-Member after my post yesterday and had a look at some links they passed on, putting together a plan feels too overwhelming right now too.

@Former-Member, sorry if I caused drama with this post, I didn’t mean to invite a crisis, I just felt so sad and defeated and I feel like the only people I can turn to for support are others in this forum that have even half a clue of what I’m going through.

My councillor keeps telling me, things WILL get better. I can’t see it yet, but I’m hanging on until then