I wanna be a bad girl again ....

ohhhh my super @Bunniekins , sending you tender hugs and sitting with you

@Shaz51

@Bunniekins I hear you about work and study. I was never too worried either way about drinking and mixing stuff is tricky.

I keep pretending to my son that I "might" be a bad girl ...one day ... but he knows its not serious. Mostly it is to let him know that I have sense of humour and spirit rather than meaning anything behaviourwaise .. dont want to be too strait laced... get drunk on herbal tea ... yadayada

Tonight we had a laugh about Flight of the Condors comedy show. I have to say I like his taste!

@Appleblossom YES! The herbal teas in moderation please .... I used to run but now it is quiet walks along the beach ... all very nice and good but my 'spirit' (as you said so well) feels like it is getting crushed under the weight of it all.

Hi @Bunniekins I was a bad girl tonight, drunk a whole heap. Trust me it's overrated!

@Lilyq Haha! Thanks Lilyq you made me laugh xx

ha ha @Lilyq, me too tonight

so I think I am nearly ready for bed now @Bunniekins

Hi @Bunniekins

I feel your pain. I have often felt the same way.

I guess the way I cope is to look at each day as a brand new start to everything in my life, my head and my heart will always follow me 💐

I feel a lot of strength comes from believing in what you have and can continue to achieve, just give yourself time. Have no fear, there will always be people here to help you up and give you strength to take on your new day every day.

I am here for you x

@Nay69 Hi Nay69 and thank you for your kind words. I definitely need to hear them right now xx

@Bunniekins Sister hugs

Ha ha @Lilyq Know what you mean.

Life gets to me and I feel totally crushed too. I could not feel that sense of spiritedness for a few decades during the heavy child bearing years.

So when I began to heal I found it important to communicate something positive energetic and fun to my son.

I went through a very boring, very analytical period working through all the "bad" & good and boy girl issues.

The memory of being a minor rebel gave me some satisfaction, but along with all my imperfections I wanted him to know that I was totally committed to doing the right thing by him, for what that was worth.

You are too much of a good mum @Bunniekins