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Going backwards

Going backwards

Someone help me out I’m so badly triggered I just feel suicidal still and I can’t let go of them I’m terrified of change I have horrible dreams and I was feeling better I thought it was over but my mental health proved me wrong I’m scared I won’t be able to take just that one more step into my wellness bubble in to scared someone help me stop being so terrified of positive change so I can take that last step

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Hi @Evie1
Im sorry to hear how triggered you are. Has anything helped previously? Would contacting a helpline be beneficial?

@Former-Member

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I don’t know I just want support I’ve been on helplines all day long

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Ok well im here @Evie1
Do you want to talk about what has triggerred you?


@Sans911

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@Evie1

You can take a step into that wellness bubble. You've been through so much, so you deserve that. You're a survivor, because you have come through these episodes before and come out the other side okay. You're going to be alright hun. You sound a bit panicky and overwhelmed. Have you gone and splashed your face with some cold water? And try to slow your breathing down. You can do this. I know you can

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Thanks for letting us know you are safe @Evie1 . Keep reaching out when you need to.

Thank you for your wonderful support @outlander and @Sans911

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To much change

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I can’t it’s that hard I don’t know how to overcome the fear

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Change of any kind can be hard and scary too @Evie1
If i remember right you were seeing your psycholgist weekly? Has she/he suggested some ways you could let go of your fear?
You dont have to step into the wellness bubble all at once. Just keep taking baby steps instead of a giant leap. Like edging your way in as you adjust to the changes.

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Can you go and get a drink or splash your face with water as Sans suggested to just calm and breathe a little bit?

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I’m gonna try to sleep

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