beanSenior Contributor
I screwed up
Can't find my other post I posted a while ago so I'm sorry to start a new one... My self harm free streak is gone I screwed up and self harmed.
Things just feel too hard so overwhelming and I have no one
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beanSenior Contributor
Can't find my other post I posted a while ago so I'm sorry to start a new one... My self harm free streak is gone I screwed up and self harmed.
Things just feel too hard so overwhelming and I have no one
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AppleblossomSenior Contributor
Sorry its been tough @bean
Each week start anew. It helps if you at least have a mental health care team.
If you click on your pic .. your profile should come up with earlier posts.
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Unknown userMember
Hi @bean, its sounds like you're doing it really tough right now - I'm sorry to hear that. I had a look for your previous post you referred to, and perhaps its this one?
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beanSenior Contributor
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Unknown userMember
No worries at all @bean, it took me quite a while to learn my way around the forums, and @Appleblossom's tip on how to find your earlier posts is a handy one.
I like your new avatar btw 🙂
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beanSenior Contributor
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Unknown userMember
its ok @bean, the most important thing is that you are using the forums as a way to connect with a supportive community. its positive that you've reached out on the forums, especially as you're going through a hard time
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Unknown userMember
Hi @bean,
I understand that low point of breaking a sh free streak I did the same thing three months ago and it has been hard to try and get back into a streak I am now almost 3 weeks again.
I often feel like I'm in it alone because my family either ignores the fact that I have mental health issues or they just don't understand them.
I found it easier to have friends get me through rather than relying on family.
I use to not have the wonderful friends that I have now and it was hard to get myself out to meet people most of the friends I have went to the same mental health support group I did.
I know your low now and probably will be for a few days but it does get better if you let it which was another lesson I took awhile to learn.
All the best
BD
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comingup18Contributor
Hang in there Bean just like the other posters have already said
it will get better it might just take a little while but try to trust in
the process. Keep posting here because you are among friends
who really understand your ups and downs.
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AppleblossomSenior Contributor
@bean
I had no one to lean until I joined the forum. Gradually things began to change.
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comingup18Contributor
I am so glad to hear that my friend it really makes my day.
Thanks for sharing it
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