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It's all a joke

Unknown userMember19 July 2018, 6:51 pm AEST

It's all a joke

It's all a fing joke.

None of this is real.

None of us are real.

We're just pond scum, floating on the sea of life.

We're cast out, not whole and never to be real.

F it all.

We're just broken pieces of crap. No one regards us as worthwhile objects of consideration, let alone even human. We're shit. Vile, scummy, shit.

Society thinks were not worth anything, even the treatment providers 'helping' us don't regard us as human. We're patients, not like them at all. Not good enough, clean enough, articulate enough.

We never will be.

So why bother.

Why even do this shit?

Why pretend? Why try?

F it all.

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Unknown userMember29 July 2018, 12:10 am AEST

Re: It's all a joke

No my therapist is okay @outlander. It’s not that I feel crappy after, it’s that I feel crappy walking in.
The sheer fact that I need therapy just reinforces and highlights how wrong I am.
Normal people don’t need therapy. Each afternoon I go. Each bill I pay. Just reminds me what shitty scum I am.

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outlanderSenior Contributor29 July 2018, 12:14 am AEST

Re: It's all a joke

@Former-Member is isnt wrong to see a therapist. It doesnt mean your scum or any less a person who doesnt see a counsellor. it means your having a hard time and need some help and extra support

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TheVorticonSenior Contributor29 July 2018, 5:35 am AEST

Re: It's all a joke

I think a lot of so called "normal people" would also benefit from seeing a therapist too. The fact that they choose not to get help to properly face things that they're dealing with is their failing/weakness, not yours @Former-Member

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AppleblossomSenior Contributor30 July 2018, 5:33 pm AEST

Re: It's all a joke

aye aye @TheVorticon

There was a time when counselling was not available, but in these complicated times it is becoming fairly mainstream.

@Former-Member Ease up on yourself. I have needed therapy at one level or another most of my life from 20s ...Life is hard enough without being so down on yourself. If there are specific things to deal with try and face them, but people do struggle and I prefer being with those who can admit it, but also try.

You put in the effort. Bella

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Unknown userMember30 July 2018, 11:52 pm AEST

Re: It's all a joke

I am......
A bad person.
Worthless scum.
Useless.
A Failure.
Abhorrent.
Why do I continue?
Cause I’m a coward. Can’t even get the guts to end my own piece of shit life.
How am I ever going to learn to live with the above? How am I ever going to live with me?

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