Dark_OlenaSenior Contributor
Please help me with side effects
Looking after my wellbeing has come to this point. I cant do it the way Ive been doing it. I have awful intrusive thoughts and they give me depression and escalating anxiety to the point of dread and panic. I have started ssris my first ever anti depressant and I'm 53. I get the impression I'm not allowed to talk about my medication on this board which is too bad because I know very little about side effects, today is my 2nd day as I took my first last night at 8pm. I feel slightly out of body and mind and shaky on the inside. I cant go on without some medical help I've been struggling with anxiety and depression since I was 14. I am having trouble with my sons partner as she has a control issue and has problem with the word 'no' and now she is withholding me seeing grandchildren. Life is really terrible right now. I ask myself why do some people have such a hard rotten time of life and some people have so much love support and bliss from start to end.
I only said 'no' to more childminding as my adult daughter is on the autism spectrum and I support her and am her carer, and I was not going to cancel her therapies and programs to do extra childminding.
I hope my post doesnt vanish because I mentioned I need support on side effects of anti depressants.