Planet of solitude

sitting with you @Twinklelight and sending you hugs

not sure about license where you live , depends on what states xxx

Busy at work @Twinklelight

Morning @TAB@MDT@Shaz51@Zoe7@Faith-and-Hope@BlueBay@outlander

Well I have had so much sleep. I slept from 2pm to 6pm and 8pm till 7 this morning. And I feel like I could sleep longer but I can't because I have an appointment to go to.

Hope everyone has a great day xxx

Between me and my husband

Nobody knows it's empty,
The smile that I wear.
The real one is left behind in the past
Because I left you there...
Nobody knows I am crying.
They won't even see my tears.
When they think I am laughing,
I wish you were here...
Nobody knows it's painful.
They think that I am strong.
They say it won't hurt me,
But I wonder if they are wrong...
Nobody knows I miss you.
They think I am all set free,
But I feel like I am bound with chains,
Trapped in the mystery...
Nobody knows I need you.
They think I can do it on my own,
But they don't know I am crying
When I am all alone...

that is a big sleep @Twinklelight , how are you feeling

and thinking of you with you appiontment xx

Oh @Twinklelight

I wish I could give you a big hug 🤗

Sending one now ❤️

i feel for you. I can hear your pain and relate to what you're saying.

❤️BB XX

Iv had such a horrible day.

I was going to my appointment and I smashed into another car.

Then at the appointment it felt like I was being told to leave my husband. I feel so confused. I don't know what to do. I know the right thing to do is leave for the kids sake but it all seem so hard and difficult. I just don't know what to do. I love my husband so much but I just wish he would stop doing what he doing. Iv already had to put a AVO on him a few weeks ago. Then he promised not to do it again so I took it off but now he is doing the same thing. I just don't know what to do. I feel so lost and so lonely. I have no one to talk to about it. It hurts me so much

Saying you loved me, with that look in your eye,
I wish I could say it was a cold hearted lie,
I know that you love me, I know that you care,
But the rage inside you, slowly flared.
I admit I've made mistakes, overstepping the boundaries,
Which made me look fake.
I always said I would never do the things I did,
And I know that's why it's so hard for you to forgive.
So many times we've said that we'd try,
Just to turn around and make each other cry.
Remember how it was when we first started out?
We fell so hard, maybe fell in love too soon,
At one point you'd notice ONLY me in the room.
We both did things we can't undo,
Now it seems our relationship is headed for doom,
And not that long ago, I was EVERYTHING to you,
Now you're looking for other things to "do."
I admit my mistakes, but can you admit yours?
I have paid for what I have done, as you've paid for yours.
So why is it like this? Why can't we even talk?
You call me names and act like you don't care,
All a while, our love for each other is still there.
I never meant to hurt you or cause you any pain,
I know neither of us want to go through this same old stuff again.
I owe you so much, and I have so much to prove to you
But you continue to do things you wouldn't want me to do
We always have these tears to cry,
And are left with all these wondering questions of why?
Why can't we get past the past? You think I expect too much too fast,
But don't you want to become whole at last?
Why won't you at least try to believe me, instead of pushing me further away?
I have these emotions, I wish you could see,
Sometimes I get really upset, 'cause I feel you don't understand me
Will you ever love me like you USED to? Show me the love that I ONCE knew?
The love that we both grew,
When will you see? I'm starting to feel like I hardly know you anymore?
When can we go back to how it was before?
Will we still hurt if we heal? Or by that time, will we still feel?
My dreams of US does not look like it's coming true,
All I feel is sad and blue,
And I know you're looking for other things to "do",
You're sick of me, and want something new.