DID and hospital

Yeh hey - so I’m Jack, I’m a alter in a DID system or whatever you wanna call it. So like, has anyone else had to be in hospital with DID? Coz it sucks. We don’t tell the staff coz there’s been too many times people don’t get it. But then you can’t explain why you’re coping a certain way one time and like not another? I hate being in hospital. But the rest of our “system” think we need to be here. Makes me so mad. And there’s no one to talk to cuz no one knows ME.

I wanna be able to talk about self harm and stuff (I’m tryin real hard not to swear k). And no on understands us. So I just wanna get out of here and now we’re stuck here for the long weekend and I’m you know out cuz Jess is like not coping and stuff. Does anyone else get this or something?