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I don't see the point in living anymore. I can't. I've called helplines but tonight it's just not helped. I've spent way too much time in hospital over the years and nothings ever helped.
@Zoe7 I'm going to the recovery program, so there will be staff. I'm mainly scared about the med situation.
@Faith-and-Hope Thanks.
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Zoe7Senior Contributor
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I am glad you are going to the recovery program first @The-red-centaur and that you will have ongoing support there. The med situation is difficut for you though. Can you talk to the doctor about that before you leave?
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The-red-centaurSenior Contributor
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@Zoe7 I spoke to them on Thursday about it with my casemanger but the doc didn't really say anything.
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Zoe7Senior Contributor
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It might be worth trying to have that conversation again @The-red-centaur so you know exactly what is going on. When do you see your case manager again?
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The-red-centaurSenior Contributor
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I'm seeing my casemanger tomorrow @Zoe7 my casemanger is arranging a psychiatrist for outpatient as mine is on leave.
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Zoe7Senior Contributor
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That sounds more positive @The-red-centaur It doesn't help with your fears right now but at least there is something in place for you and hopefully you can get the med situation sorted sooner rather than later.
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The-red-centaurSenior Contributor
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Yeh.
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The-red-centaurSenior Contributor
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So I have news I'm going home tomorrow and to my boarding house not the recovery program. The psychiatrist here doesn't want my meds changed for a while due to my reaction to this last med and having it leave my system. I'm scared I'll go psychotic again but it's a risk I have to take. I'm also scared the si will come back but I'll just have to face that if it comes.
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Zoe7Senior Contributor
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That is good news about going home to your place not the recovery place @The-red-centaur It is likely going to be hard without any meds - hoping you have support to help you through this and the psychiatrist and your support worker has something in place for you.
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