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I don't see the point in living anymore. I can't. I've called helplines but tonight it's just not helped. I've spent way too much time in hospital over the years and nothings ever helped.
It sounds like that place is really getting to you @The-red-centaur But I am here listening
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The-red-centaurSenior Contributor
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@Zoe7 it's not just this place. It's my life. Nothing ever works out and I should have been dead several times.
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Zoe7Senior Contributor
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There is something big that is working out for you @The-red-centaur - you have begun the meds to transition and that is huge.
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The-red-centaurSenior Contributor
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Yeh but I'm crazy af.
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Faith-and-HopeSenior Contributor
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Hi @The-red-centaur ... 👋
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The-red-centaurSenior Contributor
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@Faith-and-Hope hi
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Faith-and-HopeSenior Contributor
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Maybe find something to draw to help distract you @The-red-centaur ?
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Zoe7Senior Contributor
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Not crazy @The-red-centaur Jutst not having a good time of it buddy
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The-red-centaurSenior Contributor
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@Faith-and-Hope there's another patient in the art room that's really getting to me. I'm in my room listening to music. @Zoe7 I feel crazy. My voices are out of control and maroon is at a 6ish month low and I really want to give up
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Zoe7Senior Contributor
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Listening to music is a good way to pass some time @The-red-centaur You are not crazy buddy - it is just your voices and low mood that are making you feel this way tonight. Keep chatting to us here - a good way to keep occupied. Do you have some colouring in you can do while listening to the music as well - sometimes helps to keep your hands occupied and your mind on something else.
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