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I don't see the point in living anymore. I can't. I've called helplines but tonight it's just not helped. I've spent way too much time in hospital over the years and nothings ever helped.
I'm scared what the future holds, I have to do all these tests and I don't want to know the results, what if it turns out like dads. 😞 I want to go home.
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Zoe7Senior Contributor
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There is also the other side here @The-red-centaur - what if the tests all come back fine - it is okay to think the worst but you can also think the best scenario and that is that everything will come back in your favour. I know you would prefer to be home but you are where you are getting help and that is important because you deserve that help.
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The-red-centaurSenior Contributor
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Thanks @Zoe7
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The-red-centaurSenior Contributor
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So apparently the drug they put me on to deal with the lesion counteracts my antipsychotics. Yay me. I really don't need to go more psychotic.
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Zoe7Senior Contributor
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Oh that sucks @The-red-centaur Are they going to change your antipsychotic then? Just when you find something that works hey
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The-red-centaurSenior Contributor
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They increased the one I'm on @Zoe7 and keeping me in hospital a few extra days to monitor side effects
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Zoe7Senior Contributor
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I know you don't like being in hospital but that sounds like a wise move - at least there they can monitor you and hopefully all will be ok and you can go home after a couple of days @The-red-centaur
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The-red-centaurSenior Contributor
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Yeh, planned discharge Monday with outpatient follow up
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Zoe7Senior Contributor
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It is good there is a plan in place @The-red-centaur
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The-red-centaurSenior Contributor
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@Former-Member is there any service around that I could use to talk through some of this. I'm not coping knowing I have a brain lesion. I'm so scared
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