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I don't see the point in living anymore. I can't. I've called helplines but tonight it's just not helped. I've spent way too much time in hospital over the years and nothings ever helped.
A check in to see how you are going @The-red-centaur Hope you have settled in and getting the help you need
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The-red-centaurSenior Contributor
Re: I just can't.
Got discharged this afternoon only to be brought back a few hours later on an order. Now I'm stuck in ED and I want to go home.
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Faith-and-HopeSenior Contributor
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It sounds like you’re not considered safe to be at home yet @The-red-centaur . That means it’s important for you to be receiving a higher level of care and support. It might be sucky, but it’s nexessary to keep you safe.
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The-red-centaurSenior Contributor
Re: I just can't.
I don't want to be suicidal anymore. I know I have a good life so why is my brain and the universe screaming at me me to suicide.
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Fancy_PantsSenior Contributor
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Hi @The-red-centaur
Im sorry I cant answer your question about why you have a good life yet you feel so much pain right now that your brain would say something so terrible. But I am hopeing that given your level of pain that you are still in ED/Hospital?
Or that you are reaching out to the crisis services again?
Im emailing you
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AppleblossomSenior Contributor
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Sometimes it can become a cognitive habit, like a loop that goes round and round. In the end that is the way I have managed and detached from those kind of thoughts.
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