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I don't see the point in living anymore. I can't. I've called helplines but tonight it's just not helped. I've spent way too much time in hospital over the years and nothings ever helped.
So I'm having tests tomorrow to see if I've done permanent kidney damage. @Zoe7@Faith-and-Hope so far it's not look good.
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Zoe7Senior Contributor
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That is not good news @The-red-centaur I hope it comes back better than you expect.
Faith-and-Hope is overseas at the moment and can't post so she won't be able to reply.
I am off to bed - can't keep my eyesm open but do let me know tomorrow how the tests go.
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The-red-centaurSenior Contributor
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I'm going to home tomorrow 🙂
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Zoe7Senior Contributor
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That ism good news @The-red-centaur. How did your kidney tests go?
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The-red-centaurSenior Contributor
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@Zoe7my kidney damage doesn't seem to be permanent. Though when they were doing the tests they found cysts on my ovaries. Why do I have to have a stupid uterous
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Zoe7Senior Contributor
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That sucks about the cysts @The-red-centaur and must be painful but good about your kidneys. Do you need the cysts removed?
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The-red-centaurSenior Contributor
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I have no idea, the dr didn't say anything about them, I'll probably have to follow up with my GP about them. @Zoe7
Also tonight's been really stressful. The guy who sexually assaulted me in hospital just over two years ago was here visiting another patient. The first half hour I was hiding under the desk in my room shaking. He's gone now but im still scared and don't feel safe. This week just keeps getting worse.
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Zoe7Senior Contributor
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That is horrible for youo to have to deal with @The-red-centaur - as if you haven't got enough going on I hope you feel a little safer tonight and can get some rest before you go home tomorrow.
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The-red-centaurSenior Contributor
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these two paintings are my latest. the first did they day i went to hospital,the second tonigt. enjoy @Zoe7@Faith-and-Hope
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Zoe7Senior Contributor
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I am so pleased that you are painting still @The-red-centaur It was worth logging on this morning to see those
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