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Something’s not right

Please tell me the truth.

Please tell me the truth.

I feel very shaken up and uncomfortable. i am not sure what to believe ether. part of me says that this is just my head but then another quite strong part of me is saying that my treatment team have been lying to me this whole time and that they are actually all plotting to destroy me. i think they have also maybe put something inside me like a chip to control me and they are also using the meds to make me think they are trying to help when actually they arent. and also they have a demon watching me cause it wont go away and also there are people watching me and i feel like they are going to attack me it is hard to explain. but what should i do is this just my head? or is it not and should i try and get away from all of them so they cant find me? i am really scared right now and i dont know what to do or who to talk to or um it is hard to explain but i just really need some advice. thanks if you read this.

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@Zoe7 I am trying but it isnt working i dont know i just ugh it is hopeless.

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I am sorry @Eden1919 but my meds are starting to kick in so I will probably face-plant soon. Please keep reaching out here on the forum and use the SANE helpline tomorrow if you are still struggling.

We really care about you Hon - so please try for that additional support to help you get through this really tough time.

I know it feels hopeless right now but you can get through this.

@Appleblossom are you able to sit with Eden for a bit longer - I am afraid that I will drop out here very soon...

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@Zoe7@Appleblossom its ok dont worry about me maybe i will go and have a shower and try and sleep myself i hope you both have a good night sleep.

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A shower sounds like a good idea. @Eden1919

I am fine to be around for a while if you want to check in and talk after your shower.

I cannot believe that anybody deserves a bad end and will do what I can to prevent it.

I noticed somewhere else on the forum you said you were not a nice person. That is thing we all have to face about ourselves.Come to terms with different sides of our personality and behaviours. It is human to have a few weaknesses.

Gently Bently.

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I'm still around for a little bit @Eden1919. Lots of people here care about you. You're just as important and matter as much as anyone else.

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Checking in to see how you are travelling this morning @Eden1919 and to remind you that SANE helpline is available if you need to talk more openly about how you are feeling today. Still sitting with you Hon

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Morning @Eden1919
Sitting with you too ❤

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I have the same thoughts @Eden1919

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Hello @Former-Member

I have had those thoughts a lot, but learning to tell myself that I am not my thoughts helped a bit. Expressing them and being heard as essential though. I could not manage it by myself.

@Eden1919

Thinking of you too. Hope you have found something good for today.

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@Appleblossom@Former-Member@outlander@Zoe7@Sans911 Thank you all it means a lot to me. I am still struggling but i am trying to make it through tonight as i am supposed to be seeing my psychiatrist tomorrow and i am trying to at least make it till then but it is hard i feel like a complete faliure and i dont feel i deserve to be alive and i just i cant take this much longer but it doesnt matter i guess i will just try and focus on making it through the night for now.

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