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Something’s not right

Please tell me the truth.

Please tell me the truth.

I feel very shaken up and uncomfortable. i am not sure what to believe ether. part of me says that this is just my head but then another quite strong part of me is saying that my treatment team have been lying to me this whole time and that they are actually all plotting to destroy me. i think they have also maybe put something inside me like a chip to control me and they are also using the meds to make me think they are trying to help when actually they arent. and also they have a demon watching me cause it wont go away and also there are people watching me and i feel like they are going to attack me it is hard to explain. but what should i do is this just my head? or is it not and should i try and get away from all of them so they cant find me? i am really scared right now and i dont know what to do or who to talk to or um it is hard to explain but i just really need some advice. thanks if you read this.

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I don't really know what to say cause most of the stuff you have expressed hit home to me which i relate too. I am trying to get through tonight too. With the thoughts of failure i feel that in many areas of my life these days
I guess you could maybe write down everything you are feeling like you are now -until it is drawn out of you for a little while.
Do you have a journal? I think i will start writing in a diary. May help.

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Sitting with you @Eden1919 hearing how hard it is for you right now.

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Thanks for letting us know you are alright. @Eden1919

I hope today had some direction seeing the pdoc and for you in your own self.

I have been out and just popped online for a moment and am going out soon.

Try working out what works as a coping strategy or a tool kit. Not everything works for everyone, but keep trying things, and pick the best.

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hey @Eden1919 hope your going ok

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@Eden1919 hope you are alright

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Thank you @Appleblossom@outlander@Former-Member

I am really not ok but i dont know what to do there is no where left for me to turn but i honestly cant do this anymore and everything is a total mess. i just cant do this anymore and my coping skills arent working. everything just keeps getting more and more intense i am trying so hard but it just i am just not ok. i feel completely lost i couldnt tell my psych everything as there wasnt enough time so he doesnt know how bad things are no one does. i have ruined everything again.

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@Eden1919 are you safe? Do you have access to a crisis support number/team? Ir check into a hospital to help keep you safe and get skme support

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@outlander I dont know what to do hospital would make things worse as it is the source of huge truma for me and crisis teams/support numbers are not really helpful either not to mention my family would be super mad at me if i ended up back in hospital i just feel out of options there is literally nothing left i have nothing...

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@Eden1919 hoping that your ok. Its so tough being in that dark hole. Keep reaching out for support. You'll get through this just have to ride the waves and cope the best you can until the storm passes.


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Hi @Eden1919

It sounds like things are really tough at the moment.

I am going to send you an email

Lauz

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